Thursday, June 19, 2025

having peace

Ready start 
Fight the night 
Bring the peace 
Fight the night 
Embrace the flame 
Need the pain 
Target the heart 
Take the blade 
Upon a time to tell 
Long ago upon the bend 
Shall I be on the mend? 
Falling to the ground 
Pleading with the Lord 
Ready the sight 
Having hope today 
Lucid for the time 
What will come of this 
Let me pray 
To take away the disaster 
Of the mind that seeks 
Destined am I? 
To bleed a deadly deed 
To be tarnished ever so 
But what will come if hope is acquired? 
Will there be peace? 
Will it be serenity? 
What will come indeed? 
Peace within the heart 
For Allah is needed 
In times of disaster 
Of the mind do you see? 
Upon insanity 
Let me plead 
Oh Lord, save me from the insanity 
Bring me hope 
Serenity 
Helping save 
Myself from myself 
For I am my worst enemy 
Beloved Lord 
I call upon thee 
Save me from myself 
Bring me hope 
Allow me to seek reward 
Do not burden me so 
With the insanity that is at the brim 
The confusion of the heart 
Let me pray 
To have serenity 
To finally be at peace 
To have a mind full of Hope 
Let me breathe 
Those deep deep breaths 
That are needed to see 
What's beyond the bend
Seek hope 
Leave disaster at the door 
Bring serenity 
Hope today so tomorrow doesn't fade 
Seek reward 
So you can have peace...

chaos created

Create chaos 
Beast within 
Rapping at the door 
Unable to comprehend 
What will come from this? 
But carnage of the heart 
Let us fall to our knees 
And pray away the deeds 
The deadly deeds that reside in the heart 
What will come from this? 
Dua of the heart 
Will you hear me so Allah Almighty? 
Will you reap my heart? 
Upon a time to tell 
What is needed? 
What is found? 
Carnage of the heart 
Serenity of the mind 
Wanting this? 
And let us pray 
To bring us hope 
To bring us peace 
To have some heart 
That is what's needed

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

refresh. hope

Refresh to start again 
Falling to the ground 
To pray the heart out 
Now hope is found 
Upon the darkness that resides 
Will it let the Noor in? 
Conquering the nafs
Hoping to be free of the najs
Pleading with the Lord to save you from Insanity 
Let us pray 
To Allah Almighty 
That is needed for the heart 

To lighten your soul 
To breathe in hope 
To have deep breaths 
In one two three out 345 
Upon this time to tell 
What do we need? 
That is Allah 
With what? 
Islam that's what's right 
Upon this night 
A time to tell 
A story to start 
To turn the disaster into Beauty 
To not be weak 
To gather strength 
And without Allah 
One is truly lost 
Lost to darkness 
But we find the light 
That resides in the hearts 
Of those who worship 
Allah hear me so 
Save me from the insanity 
Allow this this disaster to heal 
Give me shifa 
Allow me to be saved
Bring in peace 
Breathe in hope 
That is what's needed 
For tomorrow and evermore

Sunday, June 15, 2025

wanting to....

Breaking 
Wanting 
Bringing 
Hoping 
Having 
Taking 
Shall this be the deeds? 
Deadly as it seems 
Upon a time to tell 
Seek the Lord indeed 
As the devil dances 
On your heart, that's everlasting 
Pouring hate into this 
Wanting this to end 
Bringing hope near and dear 
Seeking God with all the heart 
Bringing light to the heart 
Upon a time to tell 
Shall this be the way? 
To hope for today so tomorrow doesn't fade away 

Thursday, June 12, 2025

breaking

Tears of frustration 
Breaking point of Destiny 
Unable to cope 
Wanting something more 
Seeking something more 
Wanting to end 
The torment in the heart 
The mind of uncertainty 
Let me breathe 
Slowly and deeply 
Center self 
Breathe. Just breathe 
Do I seek the Lord? 
Upon this time of insanity 
I feel myself distant from there
Let me plead 
With the Lord Almighty 
Let me breathe those deep breaths 
Allow me to conquer the darkness 
That resides in my heart 
My mind is frustrated 
I will not break 
For I'm already broken 
Am I rebuilding? 
Uncertain am I 
Falling into the insanity of frustration 
The skin is hot with the tears flowing 
The rage conquers my soul 
I want nothing but to be free 
From the solitude of the insanity 
Let me breathe 
To seek the Lord Almighty 
But times I'm afraid or lost 
The whispers come and go 
What shall come of me?
Will the deadly deeds come? 
Breaking to the point 
Let me breathe slowly but deeply 
To conquer the frustration 
To hold back the tears 
Let me just be full of insanity but away from the frustration of the heart and mind 
For the rage kills all...

Sunday, June 8, 2025

what hope is

Stop 
Moments
Go
Plead for serenity 
Will this be 
An end to the insanity
Ready
Set go
Upon a time to tell
Weak inside the heart
Mind in the most
Shall I dismiss?
Am I ready to need 
To be
Full of this serenity 
What I need is light
Shall that be tonight 
Upon this time
Shall I seek?
The Lord of worlds
The one and only truth
That is one
One God 
1 hope 
Pleading for sanity
Am I ready to be? 
Lord save me 
Keep me in the Noor
Bring hope to me
Hope for today
So tomorrow doesn't fade
Have life
Breathe surely 
Those deep breathes 
Have some time to self
To reflect what's needed
That is Allah 
For that is what hope is

Monday, May 19, 2025

what binds

Darkness that harness my soul
The Noor that binds my heart
Conflict from the najs
Something binds me
Unable to breath
What is keeping me
I hear the call
The light inside
That conquers all
Allah Allah help me so 
Bring in the light
To keep it tight
Conquer the najs
Allah the most beloved
Allah the Almighty 
Let me breath
Lightly it seems
Heavenly breaths
Deep breathing 
Bring hope inside
The heart that resides
To fight the darkness 
To bring in the light
To breathe easy
Call upon my heart
Allah I need
Allah the most forgiving
Forgive me