all over the place

Define as it seems 

This illusion is surely a delusional thing 

Up we go 

Not knowing what to do 

Lost to the patterns in the vision

Does it define what sanity is

Is such at a loss

Glittering disaster 

What to do

Upon this time to tell

Shall I reap my soul

To the almighty Allah

Bring me to peace 

Content with the chaos

These chains hold my heart

Hoping for serenity 

Let this be inshallah 

Unable to cope 

Will I loose hope 

But what it is be truly

Calculated chaos 

Everything comes to one

Seems I cannot bear

Insanity is here. Near and dear

Having somewhat this hope

Hoping for something more

Holding onto the chains that bare my soul

As I think of I was cured would I truly be me

As flaw do you see, so plainly

Bring solitude for the heart

The to hope of loneliness 

Seek the truth always 

Even when you can't grasp reality

dreaming of you

You message

I miss

I send text or two

You ignoring my heart and soul 

I want you to

Acknowledge me

Bringing hope to me

I think I love you

For this is a lifetime to come

Will you love me back 

I hope so

To take me from the darkness 

I want to serve you

To hope for you

Will you

Listen to me

I just want to be in your arms

I think I need you

Am I fool 

To believe this

Am I delusional 

Is this a hallucination 

To this nation

Is this attainable

I hope so

One can dream on

wandering darkness

Take me darkness 

Hold me tight 

Twist and turn 

Upon a Time 

Wondering what it's meant to be 

Having something that you need 

Bringing hope near and dear 

Having happiness 

Is it acquired? 

Does it need? 

Am I free? 

Shall it be reaped? 

The deadly deed 

Darkness here. Darkness there 

Bringing up peace 

Carnage of the heart 

Wanting more 

To end it all 

To start again 

A New beginning 

Will it ever end? 

Darkness here 

Light is near 

Having hope 

So disaster is done 

Carnage there

Bringing me peace 

Shall I have? 

What will come? 

On this time to tell 

Darkness here. Darkness there 

Light near ever dear 

Dear sanity 

Will you be with me? 

Conquering the darkness 

Keeping the insanity at bay

Bring me hope 

Upon this time to tell 

Wanting something more 

Hoping for tomorrow 

That is what is needed

having peace

Ready start 

Fight the night 

Bring the peace 

Fight the night 

Embrace the flame 

Need the pain 

Target the heart 

Take the blade 

Upon a time to tell 

Long ago upon the bend 

Shall I be on the mend? 

Falling to the ground 

Pleading with the Lord 

Ready the sight 

Having hope today 

Lucid for the time 

What will come of this 

Let me pray 

To take away the disaster 

Of the mind that seeks 

Destined am I? 

To bleed a deadly deed 

To be tarnished ever so 

But what will come if hope is acquired? 

Will there be peace? 

Will it be serenity? 

What will come indeed? 

Peace within the heart 

For Allah is needed 

In times of disaster 

Of the mind do you see? 

Upon insanity 

Let me plead 

Oh Lord, save me from the insanity 

Bring me hope 

Serenity 

Helping save 

Myself from myself 

For I am my worst enemy 

Beloved Lord 

I call upon thee 

Save me from myself 

Bring me hope 

Allow me to seek reward 

Do not burden me so 

With the insanity that is at the brim 

The confusion of the heart 

Let me pray 

To have serenity 

To finally be at peace 

To have a mind full of Hope 

Let me breathe 

Those deep deep breaths 

That are needed to see 

What's beyond the bend

Seek hope 

Leave disaster at the door 

Bring serenity 

Hope today so tomorrow doesn't fade 

Seek reward 

So you can have peace...

chaos created

Create chaos 

Beast within 

Rapping at the door 

Unable to comprehend 

What will come from this? 

But carnage of the heart 

Let us fall to our knees 

And pray away the deeds 

The deadly deeds that reside in the heart 

What will come from this? 

Dua of the heart 

Will you hear me so Allah Almighty? 

Will you reap my heart? 

Upon a time to tell 

What is needed? 

What is found? 

Carnage of the heart 

Serenity of the mind 

Wanting this? 

And let us pray 

To bring us hope 

To bring us peace 

To have some heart 

That is what's needed

refresh. hope

Refresh to start again 

Falling to the ground 

To pray the heart out 

Now hope is found 

Upon the darkness that resides 

Will it let the Noor in? 

Conquering the nafs

Hoping to be free of the najs

Pleading with the Lord to save you from Insanity 

Let us pray 

To Allah Almighty 

That is needed for the heart 

To lighten your soul 

To breathe in hope 

To have deep breaths 

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Upon this time to tell 

What do we need? 

That is Allah 

With what? 

Islam that's what's right 

Upon this night 

A time to tell 

A story to start 

To turn the disaster into Beauty 

To not be weak 

To gather strength 

And without Allah 

One is truly lost 

Lost to darkness 

But we find the light 

That resides in the hearts 

Of those who worship 

Allah hear me so 

Save me from the insanity 

Allow this this disaster to heal 

Give me shifa 

Allow me to be saved

Bring in peace 

Breathe in hope 

That is what's needed 

For tomorrow and evermore

wanting to....

Breaking 

Wanting 

Bringing 

Hoping 

Having 

Taking 

Shall this be the deeds? 

Deadly as it seems 

Upon a time to tell 

Seek the Lord indeed 

As the devil dances 

On your heart, that's everlasting 

Pouring hate into this 

Wanting this to end 

Bringing hope near and dear 

Seeking God with all the heart 

Bringing light to the heart 

Upon a time to tell 

Shall this be the way? 

To hope for today so tomorrow doesn't fade away