Just Stay

Starting again 

Ready Set go go 

Bending to the desire

No more shall I feed the insanity 

The monster is waiting

For me to fall

I hear it roar

It wants more carnage 

Am I ready to be? 

Clean and sober

Facing my emotions

To not suffocate on the smoke

To put away the blades

For the flame calls me

To break my will 

I am strong

Not broken

But rebuilding 

What to do? 

But steps

They are the medicine of the heart 

To make me great again

To free me from the najs 

Help self without smoke

For the insanity is at the brim

Bubbling over, wanting carnage 

I will not Bend

Nor break

For I'm on the mend

So grant me sobriety 

Oh Lord of eternal wisdom 

God save me

Before I reap the deeds of the devil

Only you can save me

Oh Allah Almighty 

Help me stay

Just stay

Rolling Glimpse

A glimpse of something

The rolls are here

Ripples within my density 

Shall it set me free

Defining what the patterns are

Be and see

Will I be free, of this disaster ahead 

Saving my breath, deep breathes 

Pattern stare so plainly 

Does this define what this time

Help me, save me

My lord who knows my heart

Will I be saved from disaster 

They stare every so plainly 

For despair is here

The mind Bending to the bliss

Shall I dismiss what is right

One two three four how about some more

Glimmering tarnished vision

All I see is the patterns 

Command me

To be calculated chaos 

Just a disaster 

Beautiful person

Free to be

Mind bent to the Insanity

Let me plea 

To free me from the insanity that is deemed

Jigsaw of the Mind

Breaking apart 

Pulling self in 

Having hope 

Wanting something 

To overcome the doubts 

To conquer the nafs

Bring me close

Do not dismiss my spirit

I want Noor 

To conquer my heart from the dank darkness

That suffocation bliss

Can I breathe? 

I want nothing but happiness

Having hope, holding on to sanity

Love self, but fated to hate self

60 percent of love for me

40 percent of hate the rage that consumes the light

Breaking with me

Slightly more understanding

Of the situation that be's 

Destined for the good 

Hoping for the rest to fill with love 

Here I am broken, but rebuilding 

Taking the jigsaw of my mind 

Pull me close, follow the light

To bring in Peace 

Having something more

That is right

Will he accept me 

Broken but rebuilding 

Remodeling the spirit

To bring me close to Allah

That is Hope

Something that is more

So much more

Allah save me from this disassociation 

Of the mind that is destined to fail

Only with you Allah can I truly hope

You conquer the darkness 

Keeping my Eman to my heart

Actions beyond me 

Boost me up, bring in hope 

Embrace love

100% of bliss

Worshipping the Lord

Following the Deen

Upon the days to come 

Having truth is far better than hate

The jigsaw pieces are finally fit 

Having true hope 

Truly this will save me 

So break free

Tear-shaped emotions 

Tripping down the cheeks 

Up up to Cloud 9 

Does this define 

What serenity is? 

The falsehood of the solitude 

The monster beyond the bend

Comprehending hope 

Beating the chest 

Holding the fear 

Having something more 

Here we go, upon this time

Suffocation to the max 

The good old H2O 

COPD the best of me 

Can I finally breathe? 

Ever so softly, will there be peace 

Within my soul 

Conquering happiness 

To allow the flood lights to consume 

The gates be open 

Where to go from here? 

This time will tell 

What will happen? 

What will come? 

Here there everywhere 

Screaming for sanity 

Basking in the light of insanity 

I am finally free, to breathe those lightly breaths 

Holding on to something 

That is Hope

The Rift within the soul 

Holding on to something 

Wanting something more 

Unable to comprehend 

The pain that be's

Stolen from the heart 

The beat is on the bend 

Shall be some mend 

Kaleidoscope vision 

Pitter pattern here and there 

Conquering nothing 

Seeking help 

Having nothing 

Bringing solitude 

Hating self 

Wanting to love 

Having hope 

Wanting to end 

This world 

Kaleidoscope 

Pitter patterns 

Where to go from here 

Upside down and all around 

They stare so lightly 

So safely, let me wear the vest 

To invest what might be 

Full of insanity, just let me be 

On the bend about to mend 

Up down all around here we go right now 

The loss of something 

The game of Chaos 

Burdened is thy soul 

Perhaps this is what is destined 

Are these the deeds that be? 

Breaking away from the insanity 

Running on light 

To conquer the darkness from within 

To bring hope to something more 

To something more 

To something more 

Something more....

Upon tyranny

The cries call upon today 

The skies are littered with chaos 

Shooting within the sky the missiles want you to die 

Upon this time to tell 

The cries go on silently 

Pounding the ground wondering why 

Calling upon the Lord 

Unable to find refuge 

For the heart is twisted 

From the chaos around 

Hoping for tomorrow for the war to end 

Wanting nothing but peace 

Finding solitude 

Hoping for something more 

Upon a time to tell 

We will find serenity 

But first we must bleed

Tarnished here 

Burdened so 

The sky is littered 

With the souls of those gone 

Blood soaked hands 

Shame on the enemy 

We shall rise 

Upon this Day 

A new one 

A New beginning 

Where will we find peace? 

Those cries whisper into the night 

Silence is here 

As we mourn our family and friends 

Only to live another day of hell 

The fight goes on, surrendering not 

Standing tall, with this day 

We shall have victory 

In the end 

Triumph the upon destiny 

We shall finally breathe peacefully 

Or will this be our last breath 

Family, friends, and the enemy 

Blood soaked hands 

Guilt upon 

Bringing in Destiny 

Breathing in Hope 

The tyranny is here 

Burdened are we by this world 

Shall fate be in stone 

Perhaps it can change for the better 

Bringing something close 

Close to the heart 

Peace is found with Allah 

Surrender yourself 

Comfort is there 

Seek the Lord 

For Hope is near and dear 

songbirds of dawn

Sing the little song bird

Lovely as it seems 

The sweet melody 

Calls to me 

As though the athan does 

I am called to pray to Allah 

I follow the way of the sunnah

Little birds sings a song all The way 

They offer the songs to the Almighty 

The most beneficial the most loved 

Allah I love you 

Even though I don't love myself very much 

I strive on in this world 

Wanting nothing but to conquer my nafs

Little birds you called me to pray 

As you sing as the dawn comes to you 

Nature's athan

Pulls me towards the light 

Not knowing what to do 

I'm stuck in insanity 

But I do my Dua 

For my supplication is right 

For I love Allah 

Sing little songbird of the Dawn 

Call the Muslims to pray 

We offer our Salah 

To benefit ourselves 

To worship the Almighty Allah

Sing little songbird 

Tweet all you like 

I hear that you call me to pray 

Pray away the insanity 

Pray away the hate 

Pray to worship Allah 

That is our purpose