Saturday, July 13, 2024

Jigsaw of the Mind

Breaking apart 
Pulling self in 
Having hope 
Wanting something 
To overcome the doubts 
To conquer the nafs
Bring me close
Do not dismiss my spirit
I want Noor 
To conquer my heart from the dank darkness
That suffocation bliss
Can I breathe? 
I want nothing but happiness
Having hope, holding on to sanity
Love self, but fated to hate self
60 percent of love for me
40 percent of hate the rage that consumes the light
Breaking with me
Slightly more understanding
Of the situation that be's 
Destined for the good 
Hoping for the rest to fill with love 
Here I am broken, but rebuilding 
Taking the jigsaw of my mind 
Pull me close, follow the light
To bring in Peace 
Having something more
That is right
Will he accept me 
Broken but rebuilding 
Remodeling the spirit
To bring me close to Allah
That is Hope
Something that is more
So much more
Allah save me from this disassociation 
Of the mind that is destined to fail
Only with you Allah can I truly hope
You conquer the darkness 
Keeping my Eman to my heart
Actions beyond me 
Boost me up, bring in hope 
Embrace love
100% of bliss
Worshipping the Lord
Following the Deen
Upon the days to come 
Having truth is far better than hate
The jigsaw pieces are finally fit 
Having true hope 
Truly this will save me 
So break free

Thursday, July 4, 2024

Tear-shaped emotions 
Tripping down the cheeks 
Up up to Cloud 9 
Does this define 
What serenity is? 
The falsehood of the solitude 
The monster beyond the bend
Comprehending hope 
Beating the chest 
Holding the fear 
Having something more 
Here we go, upon this time
Suffocation to the max 
The good old H2O 
COPD the best of me 
Can I finally breathe? 
Ever so softly, will there be peace 
Within my soul 
Conquering happiness 
To allow the flood lights to consume 
The gates be open 
Where to go from here? 
This time will tell 
What will happen? 
What will come? 
Here there everywhere 
Screaming for sanity 
Basking in the light of insanity 
I am finally free, to breathe those lightly breaths 
Holding on to something 
That is Hope

Thursday, June 27, 2024

The Rift within the soul 
Holding on to something 
Wanting something more 
Unable to comprehend 
The pain that be's
Stolen from the heart 
The beat is on the bend 
Shall be some mend 
Kaleidoscope vision 
Pitter pattern here and there 
Conquering nothing 
Seeking help 
Having nothing 
Bringing solitude 
Hating self 
Wanting to love 
Having hope 
Wanting to end 
This world 
Kaleidoscope 
Pitter patterns 
Where to go from here 
Upside down and all around 
They stare so lightly 
So safely, let me wear the vest 
To invest what might be 
Full of insanity, just let me be 
On the bend about to mend 
Up down all around here we go right now 
The loss of something 
The game of Chaos 
Burdened is thy soul 
Perhaps this is what is destined 
Are these the deeds that be? 
Breaking away from the insanity 
Running on light 
To conquer the darkness from within 
To bring hope to something more 
To something more 
To something more 
Something more....

Thursday, May 30, 2024

Upon tyranny

The cries call upon today 
The skies are littered with chaos 
Shooting within the sky the missiles want you to die 
Upon this time to tell 
The cries go on silently 
Pounding the ground wondering why 
Calling upon the Lord 
Unable to find refuge 
For the heart is twisted 
From the chaos around 
Hoping for tomorrow for the war to end 
Wanting nothing but peace 
Finding solitude 
Hoping for something more 
Upon a time to tell 
We will find serenity 
But first we must bleed
Tarnished here 
Burdened so 
The sky is littered 
With the souls of those gone 
Blood soaked hands 
Shame on the enemy 
We shall rise 
Upon this Day 
A new one 
A New beginning 
Where will we find peace? 
Those cries whisper into the night 
Silence is here 
As we mourn our family and friends 
Only to live another day of hell 
The fight goes on, surrendering not 
Standing tall, with this day 
We shall have victory 
In the end 
Triumph the upon destiny 
We shall finally breathe peacefully 
Or will this be our last breath 
Family, friends, and the enemy 
Blood soaked hands 
Guilt upon 
Bringing in Destiny 
Breathing in Hope 
The tyranny is here 
Burdened are we by this world 
Shall fate be in stone 
Perhaps it can change for the better 
Bringing something close 
Close to the heart 
Peace is found with Allah 
Surrender yourself 
Comfort is there 
Seek the Lord 
For Hope is near and dear 


Wednesday, May 29, 2024

songbirds of dawn

Sing the little song bird
Lovely as it seems 
The sweet melody 
Calls to me 
As though the athan does 
I am called to pray to Allah 
I follow the way of the sunnah
Little birds sings a song all The way 
They offer the songs to the Almighty 
The most beneficial the most loved 
Allah I love you 
Even though I don't love myself very much 
I strive on in this world 
Wanting nothing but to conquer my nafs
Little birds you called me to pray 
As you sing as the dawn comes to you 
Nature's athan
Pulls me towards the light 
Not knowing what to do 
I'm stuck in insanity 
But I do my Dua 
For my supplication is right 
For I love Allah 
Sing little songbird of the Dawn 
Call the Muslims to pray 
We offer our Salah 
To benefit ourselves 
To worship the Almighty Allah
Sing little songbird 
Tweet all you like 
I hear that you call me to pray 
Pray away the insanity 
Pray away the hate 
Pray to worship Allah 
That is our purpose

Tuesday, May 28, 2024

triumph of the day

Raising the flag 
Triumph on the way 
Where are we going? 
Upon this Day 
Terror here and there 
Lost within the whim of war 
Ceilings collapsing buildings demolished 
Cries of the babies that are lost 
Wisps of the night 
The missiles are coming 
Wanting to break free from this chaos 
As the world seems to be full of insanity 
To let people die in a genocide 
Not knowing what the truth is 
From the river to the Sea 
Palestine Shall be free
Free from what, the tyranny 
To have hope 
To keep on striving 
That is what the people do
In times of Chaos 
There's but brief moments of bliss 
We shall not dismiss 
Small whispers within the night 
Don't tell anyone, perhaps we shall fight 
What is right? 
In this world we see nothing, but insanity 
To seek something more 
Follow that light 
Bring in the peace 
Surrender your soul 
You will be free 
To worship thee Almighty Allah the most gracious 
Hurting feeling pain eternal despair what to bring but hope for something more 
For a Dua is needed 
For Palestine well forever be free 
As I stand I remember 
This world is but disaster 
Allah makes it bearable 
That is peace

Monday, May 27, 2024

break chaos equal emotion

To lose something close 
To go beyond the breaking point 
As the streams go down with the insanity 
Glimmering chaos that brings nothing but despair 
Am I free? 
From this insanity 
Can I finally breathe 
To lose something that ruptures the heart 
Holding on to something 
Hoping for a better outcome 
Screaming so silently 
Disaster here and there and everywhere 
For the patterns stare
Ever so plainly 
Trying to be calm 
But nothing seems to conquer them 
To stay strong 
Do not let the dangerous out 
I feel so destroyed 
For the patterns conquer me 
Vision / blur 
All I see is patterns here and there 
Embracing the emotion 
Only for destruction to break free 
Hoping for something more than insanity 
Hoping to break free