breaking sight

Twinkle twinkle on the time

Flicker here flicker there 

Every reflection 

Every time they come

Breaking my mind

My sanity fades 

Will this be the time

A rip my eyes out

Time fades 

Patterns here

Banging on my heart 

I begin to fade 

My heart thumps

Every so fast 

Will I just fade into the wall

Drifting every direction

Breaking my sanity

Shall I end this way 

Patterns coming 

Breaking my heart

Pleaing with my Lord

To save me from myself

Why oh why shall this be

Reaping the deadly deeds

Twinkle comes

Patterns here

What will be will be

Insanity at the brim

Self fades into stone

Falling from grace

What will be will be 

Insanity destined

Heavenly saved for another time

holding on to being

Waking up, holding tight the air from within

Breaking my hand 

It sure is a demand 

Upon faith to start

Oh Allah Grant me serenity

Holds me tight 

Bring me hope 

Away from the darkness 

Holding air tight 

Suffocating to the max 

Unable to cope 

Hoping for something more 

Upon a time to tell 

Destined to be 

Let me plea with my Lord indeed 

I fall to my knees and plea and plea 

To conquer the darkness 

To allow hope to consume 

To bring happiness 

That is what is sought 

A smile here. A smile there. A smile everywhere 

Where to go from here? 

Wanting something more 

Follow the light into the hole 

Where the rabbit follows you so 

Or are you following the rabbit instead? 

Crazy Beyond sanity 

Darkness here and light over there 

Where to go from here? 

On and on again 

Will that depend? 

Have some hope 

Gather the strength 

Bring the peace 

Oh Allah 

Where to go from here? 

Where to want to be? 

Allah said be be 

So here I am full of insanity 

Running on the treadmill to Hope 

Holding on to something 

To the light that resides in my heart 

To conquer the darkness 

To conquer something more 

Where to go from here?

Let it be let it be fully full of insanity 

I guess that is me 

Destined to be

Walking into the Abyss

Walking on sunshine 

Open your eyes

The patterns appear 

Causes nothing but anxiety 

One have another gave more

They stare so insanely 

Will this nightmare end

Happening from nothingness 

Pattern here 

The illusion of the delusion 

Wanting peace near 

Finding nothing but darkness 

Wanting nothing but hope 

Illusions why are they here? 

Will the cure come with hope? 

To plead with the Lord Allah 

Wanting nothing but it to end 

Up down all around 

Nothing but the delusion of the illusion 

Hoping for something more 

Reaping with the soul desires 

Nothing but an end 

To the insanity that bends 

The mind that sees 

Nothing but the illusion that he's

Jump! Hooray! Yippee! 

Lost within the insanity 

Is this truly what Allah wants me to be? 

Up down all around 

Pitter pattern. Let's get at it

Glimmering hope 

Carnage on it's way

Hoping for an ending

Let it be let it be

Even within this insanity 

Will I be free? 

Ever here ever more

Pleading with fate

Lightly here

Ponder until the chaos breaks

That cool and calm

Serenity gone

Nothing but disaster ahead

Falling to knees

Pleading for insanity to start at Bay

Lord oh help me

Conquer the illusion 

Please

I know I am not right

And fall for the najs

Tears reap my soul

As the patterns 

Are breaking my heart

Here to stay 

Will this end soon

I plead with you Lord 

Allah the only one for me

I plead

Insanity breaks me

What to do from here? 

Tears well up

Patterns stricken the sight

Unable to cope

Wanting the flame

The blade

Is this fate?

So here I am being

For Allah says be

Even within the illusions

That be

Serenity give me the strength

To conquer the nags

Patterns go from me

Let me be free

Please oh Lord Allah

Save me from myself

Me my oh my

What to do

But plea 

To conquer the najs

Will it free me

Let it be

Full of insanity 

Just be