Thursday, January 23, 2025

Walking into the Abyss

Walking on sunshine 
Open your eyes
The patterns appear 
Causes nothing but anxiety 
One have another gave more
They stare so insanely 
Will this nightmare end
Happening from nothingness 
Pattern here 
The illusion of the delusion 
Wanting peace near 
Finding nothing but darkness 
Wanting nothing but hope 
Illusions why are they here? 
Will the cure come with hope? 
To plead with the Lord Allah 
Wanting nothing but it to end 
Up down all around 
Nothing but the delusion of the illusion 
Hoping for something more 
Reaping with the soul desires 
Nothing but an end 
To the insanity that bends 
The mind that sees 
Nothing but the illusion that he's
Jump! Hooray! Yippee! 
Lost within the insanity 
Is this truly what Allah wants me to be? 
Up down all around 
Pitter pattern. Let's get at it
Glimmering hope 
Carnage on it's way
Hoping for an ending
Let it be let it be
Even within this insanity 
Will I be free? 
Ever here ever more

Saturday, January 11, 2025

Pleading with fate

Lightly here
Ponder until the chaos breaks
That cool and calm
Serenity gone
Nothing but disaster ahead
Falling to knees
Pleading for insanity to start at Bay
Lord oh help me
Conquer the illusion 
Please
I know I am not right
And fall for the najs
Tears reap my soul
As the patterns 
Are breaking my heart
Here to stay 
Will this end soon
I plead with you Lord 
Allah the only one for me
I plead
Insanity breaks me
What to do from here? 
Tears well up
Patterns stricken the sight
Unable to cope
Wanting the flame
The blade
Is this fate?
So here I am being
For Allah says be
Even within the illusions
That be
Serenity give me the strength
To conquer the nags
Patterns go from me
Let me be free
Please oh Lord Allah
Save me from myself
Me my oh my
What to do
But plea 
To conquer the najs
Will it free me
Let it be
Full of insanity 
Just be