The night

 drifting upon time, as sand dunes cover my thoughts

stopping for a moment, but a small breath in

with a release of a big wind exhale

shall I wander into the nights sky

wondering if this is meant to be

struck the heart tightly, the tears so sorrowful of burdens

I am bitter with the one and only God almighty

here wondering what will come of my soul

shall the sadness conquer the nights whims

here 

there

everywhere  wondering pondering

crying as the tears ever flow into my heart and soul

shall I bear witness that their is but one God

here I am sorrowful at this moment'

Hoping for another smile, wanting nothing but serenity 

So let the darkness be

Hide do not fret

Light will conquer

Always

Restarting

 Falling into the deep abyss

The unknown to the mind

I feel the calm within the storm

Wanting nothing but to breath freely

Free from the unwanted

Streaming down my face, are the tears of sorrow

Will this ever end?

This consent battle within myself

I bend my will, some days are harder than others

Each minute, a small victory

Shall I be free?  Pondering so blissfully

Let it be, yes letting it be

Breathing those deep breaths 

Release within my flesh

Shall I rake the victory?

Only to restart the new canvus each day

Take me to the dreams

Each night, crying myself to sleep

Surely to slumber, within every moment a dream can turn to a nightmare

What the true nightmare was?

Yes its over

Starting over

Start again

Repeat

Go

Be Free

Willing always