Restarting

 Falling into the deep abyss

The unknown to the mind

I feel the calm within the storm

Wanting nothing but to breath freely

Free from the unwanted

Streaming down my face, are the tears of sorrow

Will this ever end?

This consent battle within myself

I bend my will, some days are harder than others

Each minute, a small victory

Shall I be free?  Pondering so blissfully

Let it be, yes letting it be

Breathing those deep breaths 

Release within my flesh

Shall I rake the victory?

Only to restart the new canvus each day

Take me to the dreams

Each night, crying myself to sleep

Surely to slumber, within every moment a dream can turn to a nightmare

What the true nightmare was?

Yes its over

Starting over

Start again

Repeat

Go

Be Free

Willing always