Tuesday, April 29, 2025

deemed smoke

I am a smoke screen 
Looking at me
You see the illusion
That's deemed for me
Upon a time to tell
I am powerful
I am strong 
Needing to be free if insanity 
I am a beautiful disaster 
Wanting something more
Something that life needs
Smile here
Nervous to be fully self
I am free
But smoke screen 
Fully dreaming
Illusion deemed 
Break free
Of the solitude 
What am I?
Naming what needs
To be me
Fully defeated 
Victor of the night
Breathing easy
Finally free
Just to be me
Smoke free
Destination deemed 
Finally here there everywhere
I am me

Thursday, April 17, 2025

Steadfast

Allah you are my light
Without you I'm truly lost
Guide me through the darkness 
Hold my soul tight 
You are my Noor
Bring me hope for tomorrow
For you are the greatest
Oh Allah, I love you
The almighty 
Allah
I fall to my knees and beg you to save me
From the traps, of this world
Bringing peace to my heart
Guide my soul
I shall not break


My Eman is here
Steadfast 
Strong willed 
I'm lost without you
Allah give me shifa
Guide me through the Dunya 
Hold my heart tight 
Embrace my solitude 
I love you Allah 
Allahu Akbar
Help me conquer my nafs
I stand tall
Not breaking
Make me steadfast 
With my will 
Oh Allah Almighty
Bring me peace of mind
Allah the most beloved 
You are the best of the best
Guiding me so
That is peace
Islam is best for me



Monday, April 7, 2025

breaking sight

Twinkle twinkle on the time
Flicker here flicker there 
Every reflection 
Every time they come
Breaking my mind
My sanity fades 
Will this be the time
A rip my eyes out
Time fades 
Patterns here
Banging on my heart 
I begin to fade 
My heart thumps
Every so fast 
Will I just fade into the wall
Drifting every direction
Breaking my sanity
Shall I end this way 
Patterns coming 
Breaking my heart
Pleaing with my Lord
To save me from myself
Why oh why shall this be
Reaping the deadly deeds
Twinkle comes
Patterns here
What will be will be
Insanity at the brim
Self fades into stone
Falling from grace
What will be will be 
Insanity destined
Heavenly saved for another time