spectacle show

Havoc arises, boiling point bursts

To extend the emotions

As they turn and rotate a spectacle display 

Ridge Sharp emotions 

Moving through me

Unable to cope

What is reality?

Why this confused state? 

Here I am

Seeking refuge in Allah from accursed Satan

An attack, wounds all over

I shall conquer my emotions 

For Allah is by my side

Allahu Akbar 

Able to slumber, only to ride

Not well rested

The aftermath 

Is here 

Alhamdulillah  

To learn, not letting the burst to explode 

Ridges blades hit

Cris Cross my heart

To seek refuge to Allah

That is the key

To panic climaxes 

Love Allah, love self, love others

There will be peace of mind 

Inshallah

Destiny's sanity

Fading into the wall 

Falling for fate, for destiny in concerned 

Breaking the host

Who is the most sane?

I'm this solitude of the mind

Shot to the abyss

Will I dismiss?

Instead I wallow

Wow is me 

Let me breathe

Have some freedom from the najs

Seeking solitude with thy Lord

Have faith always, do not break

Be on the mend

Striving here and there

Hope for something, missing it

What is it? 

Allahu allim 

Only time will tell

One two three

Start again, holding to sanity

Losing my grip 

Insanely here, stuck to wallow

I swallow whole with a voice of the mind and emotion 

Shifting mixing ripping blades of emotional vibes

Not even my own

But affected such

Sadness 

Despair 

Those monster's calls for me 

Snickers 

Calls some more

I have Eman, I shall not break

Not Bend, but stay steadfast in the Deen

I may be alone with the Snickers of them 

I call to thee

Allah I love you

Save me from the Snickers 

From the despair 

Bring the Noor in with every breath

Break not, for Allah guides me

Bring hope, saving grace

Let me be free

Yet stuck in insanity 

Still human, just not free

Let me be

Allah save me always