A firework going off in your mind
Bringing in peace, only to find the mad hatter
Unable to cope, to reason, to ask for help
How can one?
Confusion, distorted mind
Born to been insane
Serenity lost, the Noor flickers
Depression near and dear
Comes for all
Schizophrenic maniac
At the bend, screaming for this life to end
Stellar visions ahead
Sparkling shapes, ever so slightly
Not here, hope for the end
Losing hope at the time
For a lost individuals
Blueprints for the mind
So scramble disaster
Ready for this after
To seek a
To bring in disaster
Having something other than insanity
What is needed?
What is wanted?
Wanting something not getting
Trying so hard too to be
Losing self
Sanity off on the bend
Insanity in the rift
Disaster, hope, hopelessness, Faith
Bringing in faith to this unsorted events
Eman in the heart, fighting the carnage
Thinking wondering wanting needing not succeeding
Trying so hard to understand
Confusion distorted thinking
Stinking the mind
Causing doubt within
Doubt in self
Shall they seek the light?
Even within the Noor
Carnage will never end
Insanity will never be at the brim
But forever reminding you
That you are not there
Am I here?
Do I belong?
What will come?
So many questions barely any answers
So logical. It's illogical
Irrational being
Rational human
Hoping for something
Not knowing what that is
Losing self within the carnage
Stellar sparkles of pitter pattern
To seek Hope so you don't lose to the disaster
Recovery is possible
What a lie, does this define what is insane
Surely not sanity
No longer self either
Someone else a stranger
Save me from myself or the stranger that is
I call to Allah to save me
Even though I am disaster
Deserving Mercy
Is this a test?
Am I failing this test?
What will come?
So many questions
Not many answers
Barely any sanity here
Gripping on to Noor
Forever more
