Tuesday, November 4, 2025

hello you

Hello illusion, I do not dare 
To decide what to do 
Pitter patter let's get at er
Rocking nothing but destruction 
Time will tell where to go 
Hello delusion, what shall you bring today 
Hey insane membrane 
Don't you tempt me to do 
The darkness that resides in my heart 
To do the deadly deed 
To rupture one's mind 
Leaving nothing but bruises by 
Breaking rebuilding breaking down 
Hitting the ground 
Hello illusion are you here been my will 
Currently wanting to live 
Is it worthwhile 
For the insane world at is
Why is it one? Medication is so much money 
That the medical will not even cover it 
So I'm here staring so blankly 
So bravely upon time to tell 
Hello delusion, what is it but happiness is the illusion of the delusion 
Artificial Bliss shall I dismiss 
To seek refuge in the Lord 
Granting me serenity 
Giving me the courage 
And the wisdom to know the difference 
But I'm here. Pondering 
What will come of this 
To seek your faith with the Lord 
To keep The whispers at Bay 
But those patterns here and there 
Is that what sanity is 
Unable to hold on tight 
Losing my grasp 
To break free upon this insanity 
Nothing stops the patterns from coming 
Only one thing that one cannot acquire 
So seeking the Lord upon this insane membrane 
Look here 
Pattern that surely is near 
Tempted by the blade 
Called by the flame 
To rip and tear 
The devourer is here 
Holding tight 
To not lose my grasp to the light 
Follow me upon this insane membrane 
Pattern here pattern there. Hello here! Hello there 
Does it make sense this confusion of the mind 
Breaking point now 
Do I dare to do a deadly deed or do I power on and seek serenity 
Am I ready to bleed 
Shall I be on the mend 
Slipping away from sanity 
Twisting and turning my heart 
Where will I go from here 
Tomorrow never comes 
For tomorrow will be today 
So hope for another day 
So one does not fade away