Wednesday, February 4, 2026

Echo's

Lift my emotions up
Seeking cloud 9
Isn't it Divine to be in this time
Feeling the Echo's of anxiety 
Hold me close
Oh Allah the Almighty, the most Forgiving 
Feeding me to the wolves of the soul 
Ravished am I 
Hoping for something more
Surely spectacular 
Pitter pattern 
Chaos of the heart 
The beast breaking free
To rawr as emotions flood my every being 
Turning to the Lord
To wash away the sins
My mind can't expand more
I'm drowning in my nafs
Working hard for hell 
Seeking the light
Will I break free, is this destined for me
To truly be full of insanity 
Holding my breath
Hoping for life to consume
To seek the Almighty Allah 
In the times of need
But not only that
Alhamdulillah  for everything
Even the patterns 
Locking on
Let me breathe those breathes 
To save me from the chaos 
Seeking love, finding hate 
The never ending insanity vibes
It seeks me but I will break free I'm from the najs
Pleading with Allah
To save me from myself
Break free from the shackles that be
Just breathe, let's get ready
For a new day, bringing hope
For now anyways 
Seeking the Noor, consuming me
Hey let it be
Just be free
Seeking the good
Falling from time to time
Not broken but rebuilding 
Smile always
Alhamdulillah  

Friday, January 9, 2026

Letting me be

Broken stars in the nights sky
Shining once to blighty 
To fade into the abyss 
Does this dismiss 
What's to come, break
Unable to cope, pen to paper
Breaking insanity 
Can I breath
Suffocating on Bliss 
Days go by
Smile it's ok
Even when hate resides on my side
Breaking in this bend surely will this be on the mend
Smile softly 
Always watching the patterns glow
Will I ever be free
From this insanity 
Fighting kicking and streaming 
The tears roll 
Am I on the mend
Trying always to be here
Breaking stars across the vision 
What is real 
Pitter patterns let me bare 
Slightly better
As the words release me
Let me be