I cant believe it
Sometimes it doesnt matter
but to me it matters
I cant believe he isnt real
All that pain dedicated to him
only to find that memory is but not of reality
maybe tget are right im crazy
maybe their wrong and im right
or could be in the wrong
im not perfect i have my flaws
but fuck we is no one these days
I scream i feel as though im not being heard
Wimper here and there everywhere it seens
I brood they say so what i dont really care
It hurt me doesnt anyone understand
I want her to mean it when she says sorry
does she even know who i am
seems they make there judgement because they know
Fuck you
you know nothing in what i feel eachday what i am ynless you have felt the emptiness
the angony
the taking of inoccence again
Fuck you
oh your offended what you said to me hurt me
and you ya you agree
she is right
I do bad
Im trying to better myself
you dont know what going on up stairs so shut up
what hurts the most is the feelings of rapid emotions
unaable to express only through words
this my testimony
Borderline Personality disorder
live or die
its part of me but it doesnt define me
im not perfect no one is
but im far from selfish far from toxic
what hurts the most is you agreed anyone who agrees with that isnt a friend of mine because it sounds like you hate my being
why not focus on the good
the kindness
the charity the good deeds the smiles
thats who i love to be
so sorry if the bitch came out it happens sometimes this me and accept it if you cant then good bye
so long
no one needs that toxic friend
If you feel ever so much even if you love me
dont give me
imma keep fighting but sometimes your wrong doesnt mean im right we both can be
or all three
anyways thats enough
live on free
to be me
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