Do you feel this time
Upon the daring memories
Must I see them, all over again
As each emotion burn, tears touching the skin burning lightly so
Shall I spend another decade, wallowing in the abyss
Afraid to rush into the bliss
Understanding not what is right, for the emotions ever flow
Upon this time I am better so
But still burning tears to the face
More tears this year than before
Its been 27 years, a horror to self
I want to scream, but my voice inside is silent
As emotions flow to the brim
Bursting at rim
Ready for flight, or fight,
Perhaps freezing
My mental health is but solitude, I try to gather thy emotions
To be a solid and not bend
Will this be thy will
nothing but Willing to please
As I plea with an unknown deity
Why much hate for self?
Shall this be another year of sorrow
Waiting for September
Ready to plea
With a lord indeed
The October a double hitter
Only to hit winter to spring of depression state
So lets levitate
To the new arising
To be free, even from sanity, so I plea and plea
So suddenly
Free as I can be
Just breath
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