I am

I am me

Full fledged insaniac maniac

Up and down all around

My head is full of confusion

Uncertain of who I am

Am I still me?

Unable to cope with that one cannot comprehend

Hoping for uncertainty

Wanting the past to repeat

Wanting something to destroy

Other than myself

Insaniac to the mania

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Start again and have some more

Upon a time to tell

What we need to do

To carry one another

Helping each other

To face the world

Showing that you are here

Full-fledged maniac

Full of bliss

Unable to cope

Ready the flame

Take the blade

Ready The noose

Are these right to do?

To seek refuge in your lord

For The whispers have penetrated you

Wanting something more

Needing, wanting so much more

That light keeps on knocking

To come to your heart

To conquer the darkness

To bring the noor

I am me

Full of anxiety

Will the worry take me?

Secret with the Lord

He hears you

Allah knows your heart

Even when your burden so

So have faith

Keep the light

I am me

Full of anxiety

Full fledge insomniac

A breath of fresh air

Bringing the hope

To conquer the nafs

That is what we need

To strive to do good

To redeem myself

I am me, a breath of fresh air

Following the Dragon

Living for the desire

Dying for the high

Unable to cope

Why must this matter?

Am I able to apply logic

Upon this time to come

Wondering what will be

Will I fail at this once again?

Here I am standing

Tall as I can be

Full-fledged maniac

Wonderful

Beautiful

Faulted

Damaged

I am but me

Stuck in this insanity

As it rips me into pieces

Humpty Dumpty on the wall

Truly had a great fall

All the King's Men couldn't put Humpty back together again

As one can relate to this

Shattered Beyond repair

Shall I follow the Dragon

Pulling in the smoke

Suffocating to the max

Declining in health

Truly because I want

The darkness to dismiss

I want the light to reside

Through thick and thin

The fog is set

Here I am wondering within the mist

Will I find myself successful?

I want to stop but I can't find the logic

Does this mean that insanity is here

Unable to cope, unable to breathe

This surely is insanity

Where to go from here?

To Hope for success

That is the future that's not a mess

dawn that calls

Holding on to something

Wanting something more

Awake within the midnight

Pondering upon this time

Do I follow my heart?

Holding on to sanity

My mind spins

Vision of the koliscope

Shifting to something new

Wanting to understand

Unhappy maybe happiness is near

I try over again

I am free, so strong

Will the fate be!

Promise to swear to the Lord

I am here being

Everything within destiny

I stand tall

To fall try the ground

To worship to need what Allah deems

What we need

Will heal me

Bring peace to heart

Waiting for Destiny

Patience

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Start again

Dawn calls me

To see

What I need

A spoonful of Bliss

 Golden with brilliance

Sweetness with courage

Apples of heaven

Cinnamon and sugar of the heart

For the passion of sweetness

In the dreams to come

Upon the spoonful

A blissful moment

As the glistens of the fruit touch the tongue

Lingers the saliva from the taste

Destined is this a piece for you and I

Apples so glorious

Apple some more

Crisp to the Bliss

A heaven sent

This piece I give to you is my heart

Forever peace will be more