Hope

Here am I
As I stand at the edge of spiritual path
Wanting nothing but inner peace
Rap rap rapping on the heart
I hear the hymns of the angels
As they gather to sing
How can I praise
I confess that the Lord king of Kings
Conquer my heart
Bare with me
I still feel lost
But Jesus holds me tight
For his love is enteral
Knock knock on heavens door
It's not yet time for me
It's time to put all my past good deeds in God's name
Will I wander again?
I hope not
For holding on to hope
Brings good cheer
So hold to your hope and bring good cheer
A smile is a kindness and a good deed
In Jesus name
Amen

Agony

Where to start
I am on the railroad to diaster
Clarity was sought
But not found only within death do we find true peace
To write love on my arms
I feel terrible
Even though I know it could be worse
Downright depressed
Where to go from here
High in the sky
I'm floating down the river of the galaxies
Tell me why
Must this agony in my heart make me tremble
Insanity in the menbrane
You think I'm joking when I say I'm not right
Please I know I am crazy
But moderated
Skills don't need no pills
But for sure they make me chill
Don't fret
It could be worse
It always could be worse
Sharps they call unto me
To use them
Within my insanity
Only time will tell
Till next time