Matters

Do I truly matter?

Upon this time to tell

Waking within the darkness

Allowing the surface the flow

Smooth as it goes, rough as it seems

I am burdened beyond the bend

Self inflicted chaos

Bursting with emotions

One pattern to pattern 3 pattern more

Will this insanity ever be free of me?

Wondering within the doom

Willingness to get better

To try to cope, conquering the Nafs

My mind is split

Where to go from here?

Up up up down down down all around over again here we go now

Where to go from here?

To the Infiniti circle of chaos

Ready to be free

Do I truly need?

Help somebody help

My emotions are conquering my soul

Ready to truly need

What is that that I need?

Is serenity, and we find this with the almighty Allah the one I only

For he will never leave me

For he always hears, even the softest of whispers

Finding myself

Well I be free?

Upon this time to tell

I shall strive

Conquer the desires

To overcome they emotion

For nothing will get me down

Never alone

For Allah has always on my side

So be free, even within this insanity

Let it be

That way follow the light

Define the serenity

As Time flows

As the sun rises in the sky

The dust within the soul

Where to go from here?

Once upon Insanity

I am free to be me

Even when I am mean

When I'm mad as a Hatter

Perhaps time will tell

If Serenity can seek my soul

Where will I go from here

But following the light to ever happiness

Let me breathe within

This hell that is put through my soul

Will happiness ever come?

Tick tock on the clock, as time is everlasting the humanity

Will it ever end?

I just wanted to end

But I'm stronger than what I was

Like a brick wall 

Unable to bend nor break

To have some time ponder

Time has come and I'm finally nice to myself

No more rips No More tears

I am fully free

When will I choose to leave the chaos behind?

The infinity circle is here, but time will tell if it's good or bad

So I Fall to my knees and put my head to the ground

I followed the light, and let it be so bright

Everlasting happiness

This is what I seek within this world

Temporary as It seems

With whims and desires

Sadness comes and goes

Teardrops fall from happiness and sadness

And let me breathe

Full of life, I need

Blessed be life full of bliss and insanity

So finally let us breathe

Within the doom we see

Finally will I ever be free?

To allow Serenity to flow inside me

To bring peace to the mind and soul

Follow the way you seek

What is humanity but perfectly imperfect

We are but flawed

But we will not get us down

For we have Allah

So be not afraid to stand in the darkness

Light will always come

That is Hope