Matters

Do I truly matter?

Upon this time to tell

Waking within the darkness

Allowing the surface the flow

Smooth as it goes, rough as it seems

I am burdened beyond the bend

Self inflicted chaos

Bursting with emotions

One pattern to pattern 3 pattern more

Will this insanity ever be free of me?

Wondering within the doom

Willingness to get better

To try to cope, conquering the Nafs

My mind is split

Where to go from here?

Up up up down down down all around over again here we go now

Where to go from here?

To the Infiniti circle of chaos

Ready to be free

Do I truly need?

Help somebody help

My emotions are conquering my soul

Ready to truly need

What is that that I need?

Is serenity, and we find this with the almighty Allah the one I only

For he will never leave me

For he always hears, even the softest of whispers

Finding myself

Well I be free?

Upon this time to tell

I shall strive

Conquer the desires

To overcome they emotion

For nothing will get me down

Never alone

For Allah has always on my side

So be free, even within this insanity

Let it be

That way follow the light

Define the serenity