Thursday, January 25, 2024

Spur of Time

 we be crazy

 not knowing what do 

here we are all over the place

 all around wandering the night sky, until the time has dropped 

unknown is tomorrow crazy is this world 

unable to  be full of bliss

we shall dismiss

the darkness up and all around

 crazy for the time what to do

 lets go 1 2 3

 here we round and round all around crazy too 

what to truly do

Break slightly

Something's breaking
Unable to comprehend 
Grounding upon the time
Stepping on the millisecond
Ripping around the bend
Falling to the ground
Following the Dragon
Moving with the river
Against the rhythm
What will come up this?
Unmanageable to bear
Upon this time to tell
To the extreme one must go
To lose hope in all
To scrape to the surface
I'm wrecked beyond the bend
Well I truly be on the mend
Can I break free from this insanity?
As I try and try
I am a disaster
Upon a time to tell
I am but me
Full of this insane insanity
I truly breathe
Breaking from the braces that be
Holding me so slightly
But to break free
Shall save me for my sanity
Without it, do I truly matter
Well I overcome?
What will I do?
To hope for another day, so tomorrow doesn't fade away

Monday, January 15, 2024

something more

Running on the highway not knowing what to go
Unable to cope
Wanting nothing but to die
The Galaxy's collide
Causing chaos to divide
Calculated to the best
Unable to cope
Like explosion in my mind
Up down all around here we go
Hallucination here and there
What is reality?
The illusion of the delusion
Wondering what to do
To fall to the ground
Worshiping the one and only
Seeking refuge with the Lord
Unable to cope 
Walking on the bend
Bursting at the brim
The emotion over bears
Unable to cope
Take the blade where to go
Take the flame right here now
Unable to cope but seek refuge
That God is on your side
The devil is the Redeemer perhaps he is the deceiver
Up down all around
Mania on the mend
Unable to cope
But to seek refuge
In the one and only hope
Where to find they say
Look into your heart
Follow the Noor
Conquering the darkness
Unable to cope
Here I am
Ready to be
Full of insanity
Is it time to bleed?
Hoping for freedom
Wanting something more
Hoping for something more

Receiving hope

Where to go from here
A Pondered moment
A leap for peace
To demand honor
To bring hope, to the despair
Wanting something more
To seek the deed
What's destined
To be free, that brings peace 
That is what, I need
Something that destined
Hoping for paradise
For but a moment
Finding peace with the corruption of the heart
I breathe so lightly
Screening inside my head
Wanting the voices to be silent
Pitter pattern on the mend
What to do?
Shall I depend, on the cloud?
Wondering what will come
Of this hope 
That is peace
Harmony right for me
That is Islam
The right way
To follow the Deen
The best what I can do
Is but hope for action
Over the nafs
To redeem myself
To be free
To confess
I am me
Full of insanity
Let me breathe
For Allah said, Be
Striving always
Hoping for freedom from the desires
Wanting
Getting
Receiving
Hope
Love
Calm
Finally Peace