Upon this division
Of the heart that you see
That I wear on my sleeve
Torn between two worlds
Following cloud 9
Not knowing if this is right
Hoping that this is the right path
Hoping that it doesn't turn into a disaster
Kaleidoscope vision
Pitter pattern here and there
Unable to tell what is right
Will I know this fight
Upon a time to tell
Once upon there was a soul who was free of this
But July comes once again
The end of the ends
The never-ending depression
I'm not as bad as what I was
For the blade has not touched my skin for some time
The flame is now just for The Herb
Not the flesh
The real challenge will be to stop completely
19 months of bliss
Only for it to be dismissed
8 months of serene serenity
Calling in for the chaos to come
Something familiar
Insanity at the max
I hope I am doing the right thing
Only time will tell
Tick tock on the clock
What will come next
Suffocation to the max
Or Bliss to serenity
What will be what will be
Even if it's full of insanity
But is that not the norm
Of this crazy world we live in
You tell me
