Sunday, July 27, 2025

Life

5
Start this time 
Time again
Through the pain 
And regret
There was once happiness
Smiling with true glee
Having my true love near me 
Wandering though the thick mist
To dismiss, with the qadar
7
World ends, darkness is the mend 
Love lost, to never return
Till dusk comes now
Upon this time to tell
Sadness trust
Trusting with certainty 
Depression starts 
Lost with the darkness 
8
Hold the clippers tight 
Grasp the metal of the blade
Crimson hope
10
One of the grand has gone
What's left of the heart that beats
Falls far into the abyss
I shall not dismiss 
Lost in worthlessness 
16
Made it this far
Astonished to the max 
Thinking destined for failure 
But striving on 
Not letting the big one take you down 
Letting The whispers stay behind 
20
Made it finally, to the top
Many laughed, holding their judgment above their heads 
Proud with this forgotten glee
Accomplished so much yet. So little 
Lost within abyss 
Finding hope 
Beyond the delusions 
Seeking for truth 
23
Through thought and meditation 
Through Carnage and hope 
Through darkness to light 
To find something so pure 
Found me Allah Almighty 
Set me Free 
To fight the darkness 
And leave it at the bay 
To allow noor 
Flicker within the darkness 
Something starts once again
Finding purpose 
That is Hope 
Having worth, to not break
26
Pitter pattern. Let's get at em
The monsters come 
Vision corrupted 
Hope is lost 
There is no cure 
What to do 
Look for Hope 
Losing faith 
Covering the truth 
Haunting emotions 
Whispers come 
Nothing mends
Darkness consumes 
Mania comes 
Insanity starts 
Crimson hope 
31
Barely sane
I find my Lord 
Again once again 
To have some hope 
That a cure may be found 
For God promised 
Allah does not corrupt 
But soothe the unworthy 
The fools within the world 
To open your heart 
Find Faith again 
To lose once more 
To find again 
To practice hope 
To fight the darkness 
To conquer the light 
My journey begins once again 
Within the dunya
34
Last visit for a while 
Those walls that stare
With boredom comes confusion 
For the first day comes 
When sanity is here 
Insane in the membrane 
The units are gone 
Never again 
I can conquer all 
With Allah Almighty 
He beats the darkness 
And brings the Noor 
38 
Made a mistake 
Half the deen 
Comes to an end 
Start another and be on the mend 
To open up fully 
To stop the blade, for the crimson calls me 
Up down all around 
But with eman 
Truly is not lost 
For Islam is the best medicine for the heart 
Finding hope for the future 
Hoping more for worthlessness to leave 
Having hope and not be hopeless. That is the task 
The task at hand

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