My request

Perhaps it's time
To mend
To breath those breaths
To free the mind
Addiction is far from the mend
But drifts in this abyss
Will I surface from the haze
To conquer
To be defeated Beyond Repair
To trust self
That i will conquer the desire to be stuck in sanity
The feelings will hurt me so
Will I take the blade
Burn the flesh
Determined to fight
To flush the light out
I am me
Is this my destiny?
Following the heart
Is best for me
True to self
Forever free