Is it from within?
Will darkness take over the light
For the noor is fading
I feel lost, way past the bend
Far from the mend
What will hit me next?
Emptiness I rather have than overbearing emotions
My face is burning from the tears from other the years
These crimson emotions costume
What will come of this?
I call out to my Lord
Will he save me?
For I am tarnished, worthless, and unworthy of any love from him
To sink into the abyss
Will I finish dismissal to the darkness
Seeking the light
Calling to the Lord
To save me
Even though I'm worthless and unworthy
Can I save myself?
With these words that I scribe
Bring me close
Oh Allah
Help me help myself
With writing the heart out
Feeling everything
But being empty
What a feeling?
Ok let's start
1 breathe in 2 breathe out
Repeat until the darkness it dismissed
To fall for you Lord
What am I? But tarnished
To see the crimson
To let it flow
To write your heart out
Feeling uncertainty
Help me be redeemed
I call upon the light that is Allah
Complete noor
For the unworthy
Just let me breathe
These deep breaths
Just breathe
And be
