Sunday, July 12, 2026

splendor perfection

Spring wonder 
Amazing bliss
Shall this be dismissed?
The Sun shines on the dime 
Wondering if it's too be
Full of uncertainty 
Let breathe
Wonders of the day
To conquer there solitude 
Splendor that the conqueror brings 
To be consumed by Bliss 
It shall not be dismissed 
Until the time comes 
When the sun arrives from the 
East 
To the Sun that brings the heat 
And what it brings. Wonder when it sets in the 
West glorious is the sky in the night 
The Moon shines bright 
To bring the tide in 
And out it goes 
Splendor indeed 
What shall it be 
The night that comes to see 
The speckling Stars 
Shining bright 
The spring is gone 
The summer has come 
The heat of the night 
Shall not dismiss 
The wind comes and brings Bliss 
The deer wanders 
Avoiding the carnivars 
The carnivores look and seek the meat that they need to survive 
This is how the circle of life goes 
And comes the summer and brings the Bliss 
Something I truly miss 
For God calls upon 
All the flowers of May 
The flowers of June 
The apples of the Fall 
The leaves that sway in the deep 
Gold and red and yellow 
Swaying in the wind 
Piling on the ground 
Sweeping up the Bliss 
Bringing in the cold 
Setting up for Burr the night 
The stars are here and there 
Winter is come here. We stare 
Winter winter when will you go 
The blanket of snow 
The shivers of the night 
Moving on as the wolf howls at the moon 
The blanket of night has come to bring doom 
Only a long slumber has the spring has been. It was slumber no longer come March 
And shall we be dismissed in this 
No for the seasons shall be Bliss 
What did I miss 
Glorious is God and all his wonder 
The seasons to come 
The nature that be 
This is what perfection is


Wednesday, July 8, 2026

just breathe

From the darkness that creeps
Is it from within? 
Will darkness take over the light
For the noor is fading
I feel lost, way past the bend
Far from the mend 
What will hit me next? 
Emptiness I rather have than overbearing emotions
My face is burning from the tears from other the years 
These crimson emotions costume
What will come of this?
I call out to my Lord
Will he save me? 
For I am tarnished, worthless, and unworthy of any love from him
To sink into the abyss
Will I finish dismissal to the darkness
Seeking the light
Calling to the Lord
To save me
Even though I'm worthless and unworthy
Can I save myself?
With these words that I scribe 
Bring me close
Oh Allah
Help me help myself
With writing the heart out
Feeling everything
But being empty 
What a feeling? 
Ok let's start 
1 breathe in 2 breathe out
Repeat until the darkness it dismissed 
To fall for you Lord
What am I? But tarnished 
To see the crimson 
To let it flow 
To write your heart out
Feeling uncertainty 
Help me be redeemed 
I call upon the light that is Allah
Complete noor
For the unworthy
Just let me breathe
These deep breaths
Just breathe
And be

chaos reaps

Why the burning
Pleading to the Lord
To save me from the destruction
Pitter tatter where to go?
They stare so plainly
They be not of good nor bad 
Let the emotions flow 
The crimson breeze 
I breath the chaos
I just need to be
Away from the destruction 
I am what I reap 
Yes you come here
The whispering shaking the soul
Golden light tries to break the darkness
Let the whispering disappear 
Calling to Lord, to save me from myself
I love sure love, not really not very much
Self love waivers as the chaos reaps
With Allah with me, will I break free? 
Will the insanity fail at acquiring hope
What is this?  What will this mean?
Stuck in this mood
Dare I speak, just be
Stuck in chaos 
I'm not afraid
The burning emotions roll down
My Mannequin face 
For if pitter pattern real
Hoping for crimson breeze 
But even failing at that
Leaving it all behind
Even if the shadows plea with the whispering 
Surely never free
Reaching out
Is this the last time? 
Break free