Is there Room?

Where am I?

Stuck in this chaos of thy mind

Do I express this time?

To let the happiness out

Is there room for this bliss?

What is next

Perhaps I am right tonight

To conquer time, to have reality

I ponder truly to be stuck out of this desire of the blade

For Bliss shall not be dismissed

Until in a few blinks of my eye, my mind is wandering

Into the galaxies verse

Is there room for me?

To be with thy bright light of serenity

I Wish I knew a way to allow this without

The drift, to shift, to jerk, and slice

because that is what leads to both

Control of the desires to end

To be, to know self, to lose self

Until I die a another minute

Here I am being?

Is this what meant to be, within ones fate to be

I don't want to be this way

I never once thought I would make such a journey

Of destruction to grace of kindness

If not for self at least for the betterment of humanity

Is there room for me?

To be happy with glee

To feel lonely and be

To conquer the wreck

Is this reality?

Perhaps it can be

It depends on the mind

If it ponders within time, how to feel and be

is this whats meant.....