Brief Moments

Where to go from here oh humanity?

To follow the way into the cycle

In this cycle there's but chaos and brief moments of bliss

Does this define

Suffocating to the max

The insanity goes on

Destruction to the max

Wanting, needing, nothing more

Looking into the heart and soul

Away from the Insanity

To bring serenity to the chaos

Having hope, something more

Look to the light

Where to go?

Upon my deeds within my insanity

Looking for what I need

Hoping, loving, having peace

To to prostrate to thee Almighty

That is with Allah

Striving within this strife

Peace is in the heart only within Islam

Not broken beyond the bend, but rebuilding so I can mend

Our miracles will be from our duas

For Allah is the most gracious, the most merciful

The one and only Allah

Holding on, within the doom

For but brief moments of bliss

Even within the insanity

That is following peace

Worthwhile

Upon Time Will Tell

Only to strive on

Ever so ever more

Dismiss darkness

Broken Beyond dreams

Unable to see

Wanting to need

The desires that be

Pondering upon Time

What will come in the end?

Darkness lingers, sweeping in the doom

Walking within the mist

Surely to dismiss

The unhappiness that conquers

Heart and soul ripped from being

Walking into chaos

Waiting for the doom

Wanting nothing but for darkness to end

Where to go from here?

I call upon the God almighty

To grant me the serenity of my heart

To give me courage to fight the darkness

And here it comes knocking

That light that comes

To consume self

To let the light flow

Finding peace ever so

Wanting the solitude to end

For I am alone

For I am not afraid, for Allah is by my side

I call upon thee Lord

My supplication to him only

Clashing serenity clashing chaos

Where to go from here?

To follow the Noor

Or the darkness

Let there be peace with this sanity

Here on a path

Wanting nothing more

But for serenity to consume

Will this ever come to be?

Upon this time of insanity

Desires of Hope

Where to go from here?

Running on a railroad

Of the never ending cycle

The cycle of Chaos

Up to the cloud

Up to Cloud 9

Does this define

Is that just fine?

What to do from here

Say many questions never any answers

Suffocating unable to grasp

What is this hope that everyone desires?

I just want to be me

Even if that is full of insanity

I truly plea with the Lord indeed

Striving to fight the blade

Fighting the flame

For the devour is near

Shall this be what Fate has destined me

Shall I rip from my bearings of the chain

Falling to darkness

Seeking something that is right

Within this light

Shall one find this hope

Calling to the Lord indeed

That is what is meant to be

In my Dua to Allah 

I seek serenity away from the chaos of confusion

God grant me the serenity

To accept the things I cannot change

And surely shall he grant me the courage to overcome my desires

Striving on

Through the cycle of Chaos

To find the path to serenity

To bring hope to the heart and soul

Let It Be within this world of insanity

Hope today so tomorrow does not fade away

What is humanity but perfectly imperfect

Within the world full of fools

Foolish for the deen

For the desires that be

Is one but a fool in this world if they admitted this

We are but in the cycle of Chaos

For this world be doom

As everything is written for Destiny

So here we are being

Within this world of calculated chaos

To bring hope near and dear

To reckon with the light

To be but a fool within the world of chaos

To bring a pathway to the heart

So let it be let it be

Humanity perfectly imperfect

Ready to see

What will come indeed

Dillusion of worth

Striving always

Wanting more, ever so more

Here to stay, reckon with the Noor

Dare to be, so slightly insane

Words echo with my heart

Where to go? What is hope?

Unable to cope, falling for the Nafs

The najs desires of life 

Here I am ever so slightly insane

Hoping for something

To keep the chaos at bay

Where to go from here?

Shall there be a care

Blinded From the dillusion

What is this illusion?

Ever so more, to seek more

Seek the noor, where is that?

The sanity of the light

Relief but a second

Worthwhile ready to burst

Free to be, worth it

Needing to be

So happy to survive this chaos

Serenity is near and dear

For I am guaranteed peace

Even within the insanity

I am worthwhile

Ready for the brim

Peace, hope

Something more

Here to stay

Breaking the whispers

As the patterns appear

I shall seek what Noor leads

Following the way

With the Lord indeed

Allah the Almighty

Hope for me

Worthwhile

Insane but not lost

Seeking serenity

Always

Hoping for something more

Finding peace of mind

Let me breathe

Upon this insanity, let me be

Striving always

Haze of confusion

Is it too late?

Defined what hope is

To wonder what hope wants to be

To be saught within doom

Am I too late? Bring what hope wants to be

To find happiness in the dirty deeds

And I Ponder so much with the insane desires and deeds

Having nothing but a mania phase

Manic on the bend tearing away from the mend

Walking away from the light

To find darkness awaiting

For slumbers within my heart

Conquered by my desires

I'm able to want more

Wondering if this is meant to be

As despair reckons me

So seek thee, that oneness the Almighty

For times of despair shall bring repair

To the heart and soul

On the bend of the mend

What to do from here

Strive within the doom

Strive within the insanity

On a railroad running to the end

The trains coming with this Insanity

1 2 3 on the deeds

To strive within the strife of life

To recognize what is right

Thick and thin the confusion of the haze

But be amazed

The power that be has destined me

To be full of insanity

Needing to be free

Striving in the insanity