Just Stay

Starting again 

Ready Set go go 

Bending to the desire

No more shall I feed the insanity 

The monster is waiting

For me to fall

I hear it roar

It wants more carnage 

Am I ready to be? 

Clean and sober

Facing my emotions

To not suffocate on the smoke

To put away the blades

For the flame calls me

To break my will 

I am strong

Not broken

But rebuilding 

What to do? 

But steps

They are the medicine of the heart 

To make me great again

To free me from the najs 

Help self without smoke

For the insanity is at the brim

Bubbling over, wanting carnage 

I will not Bend

Nor break

For I'm on the mend

So grant me sobriety 

Oh Lord of eternal wisdom 

God save me

Before I reap the deeds of the devil

Only you can save me

Oh Allah Almighty 

Help me stay

Just stay