Old habits

Tap tap tap goes to start 

Trapped in the jukebox 

With a million songs around 

Unable to cope 

Going back to old habits 

Cutting up the world 

Chaos of the heart 

Wondering what to do 

If this is meant to be 

Stuck in the insanity 

Of the mind and the Sea 

The illusion of the heart 

The ocean of abyss 

The emptiness that consumes 

The loneliness that reaps 

Conquering this 

Wondering what to do 

Coping. Hoping loving needing 

Everything being 

A slip to the heart 

The pain that is 

Eternal in the heart 

A thousand needles 

Stuck into me

Labels that be 

Only time will tell 

To start again 

One more time 

In this abyss 

But I shall dismiss 

For the light is near 

Hoping so anyways