Bargin

what will have to happen
to come to be
out of the insanity
its clear to me
yet my desire drags me down
for the 5% of bliss
away from the abyss

when the cons
out way the pros

a new beginning
where I go
Somewhere near and dear
its meant for me
perhaps

If I was to win
within the mend
it depends
do I follow my desire to more disaster?

Here I am suffocating to the max
body soul spirit and mind
here to ponder
do I save myself
or dwell to thy deem

To redeem
To breath
To be
Just one step ahead of insanity

Hope this for me