peaceful

Staring to think on sanity

Is it time to face that grief, of so many lost

Near and dear

Best to deal and let go

To surrender your soul and heart

The one and only

Oh yes Allah indeed is best for thee

Finally to be finally do I see

Dreaded deeds fight through flesh

Stuck with this doom

Best to let go again, allow Allah to see

Beyond the sorrow

Can I grow ground the deadly deed

Without God there is no hope

Just the mind pondering

Thinking of solutions

There is but one cure

For the heart and soul

The closeness oh Allah

Glorious you are

Knowing you have brought hope

Struggling to keep at the brim

The darkness I fight and fight, it's my jihad

Struggle do we all more than once

Free to be

Smile for its a kindness and good deed

Having hope had been difficult for me

Holding onto sanity

As the days pass

I realised that what deemed for me I may not accept

But Allah is with me and never to forget

Love is what's needed for self and those important

To drift to slip to run

As fast as the dunya

This is the deen

Inspire me

To never give into the nafs

The bad indeed the distorted

Dreaded as me

Personality

Shines within me

All that noor

Fool to be

Never letting go

I want to forget

But here's I plea

Oh Allah

I wonder if I'll be free

Is this what it means

To be a slave

Submission to the Lord

Allah the justified and merciful

Shines on you and me

So today  hope

Bring some Peace

Sabr to 3lm

 Where to find it, to not be haste

Upon this fate, to suffer

Losing hope, but I am not a shadow to my bitterness

As it twists and turns, I must fight the darkness

Letting that light keep on knockin

Beyond the brim, to truly dream

Am I dreaming?

I must be all the patience need to be

Alone I face, nor am I in solitude?

For Allah is always here

Never leaving the light to stray

As it flickers within the shadows

I still know oh Allah 

You never left me

No matter how many times I turn away

The snickers illiusions beyond what reality

For those emotions burn and swell

Happiness is needed and what brings such

The skills for your blueprints, stepping stones to jannah

Is this the way?

Inshallah

Is this Qadar?

Bring hope near and dear

A smile a kindness and good deed

We need, some more than most

Kindness is the sunnah

The best of needs should be happiness indeed

I dream, to plea, to scream....

I am afraid of what is to come

I've lost so much, will God leave me too?

Dont lose you grip, we got this is

Alhamduillah

For you Allah

I need you

For happiness

Thank you for the Sabr

This truly means we are free

To come and go

To stray

To repent

To Pray, all in the cycle of chaos

At least there's some Hope

So Hope tonight, to make another night

love

Where do I find myself, longing for something

I found long ago

Merciful and all Knowing

Who is this?

It goes beyond who

Not really what

Something ground so

Beyond being

Beyond all we know

Where was I?

Lost, waived through the tall grass

Longing

So I read, and read

Searching at every deed

Oh Allahu

I finally found you

To surrender my will to you alone

I love with all as you do

I am far from perfect

I am the will of Allah

Therefore I must be

Allahu Allahu

Don't leave me

Don't let me wonder

I want to be be with you always, for this is my peace

I love you, beyond my being

My soul longs for haq

Where does I find but within

Islam

Shall then peace reside in the heart

Thank you Allah

For the prophets and messengers

From all over the world

We believe because we are you creation

Born with fitrah

Loving self

Loving Allah

Loving the world

For we are the care takers

Never forget to say Salam to the mountains