peaceful

Staring to think on sanity

Is it time to face that grief, of so many lost

Near and dear

Best to deal and let go

To surrender your soul and heart

The one and only

Oh yes Allah indeed is best for thee

Finally to be finally do I see

Dreaded deeds fight through flesh

Stuck with this doom

Best to let go again, allow Allah to see

Beyond the sorrow

Can I grow ground the deadly deed

Without God there is no hope

Just the mind pondering

Thinking of solutions

There is but one cure

For the heart and soul

The closeness oh Allah

Glorious you are

Knowing you have brought hope

Struggling to keep at the brim

The darkness I fight and fight, it's my jihad

Struggle do we all more than once

Free to be

Smile for its a kindness and good deed

Having hope had been difficult for me

Holding onto sanity

As the days pass

I realised that what deemed for me I may not accept

But Allah is with me and never to forget

Love is what's needed for self and those important

To drift to slip to run

As fast as the dunya

This is the deen

Inspire me

To never give into the nafs

The bad indeed the distorted

Dreaded as me

Personality

Shines within me

All that noor

Fool to be

Never letting go

I want to forget

But here's I plea

Oh Allah

I wonder if I'll be free

Is this what it means

To be a slave

Submission to the Lord

Allah the justified and merciful

Shines on you and me

So today  hope

Bring some Peace