maybe again

I scream within this insanity

Let it be

The chaos that deems my soul

For the anger is here

Biting down onto my flesh

My heart is burning

I'm melting

I am lost

Where to go

But in the cycle of chaos

Let it be even worth a bit of sanity

I scream so everlasting silently

Let me bleed

Crimson bliss

Let the Chaos flow

Why

Will I ever be so

Happy with out going manic

Here I am being

Cutting burning feeling

Stuck in traffic

Of the heart and soul

I scream so silently

Will I be free to bleed...

I am here

I love you

To the moon and back

For the stars fall in line as we ponder 

With this corruption of life

It's not just

But justice shall be served

I am shining with the light

I am a warrior

I strive on

Shall you follow me

I will protect you

For I am the white knight

Within ever girls dreams

Dance with me

With in the moon 

Lovely indeed

Losses

Where to go

Falling into the abyss

Failing to hope

Wanting nothing but the emptiness to control

Running on the fire

These coals burn my emotions so

To breath is but a burden

Wanting nothing but to end

As hope is lost

Unable to comprehend what hope can be

Thinking I could find it

Such a foolish move

Darkness sweeps in

Taking my soul

In these times

I Trek

Only to strive

To succeed

To want

To believe in Hope

Only time will tend

I am but a burden

To this world

Corruption to the core

The monster inside

Letting it go

Not wanting to stop

Wanting to feel but one emotion

Unfortunately

Hope still Wonders within my mind

That can be found with faith

So speak to your heart

To breath as God said be

So here I am

Being free to be me

beating dead beat

Crumble at the base

Here you stay

Unable to hope

To bring happiness is but a wish

That will never be in the midst of my life

Here I am, empty

Emotions flow, burning so

Rapid unlimited emotions

Ripping through the flesh

Am I breathing?

I feel I'm suffocating

So many burns

To cut to tear to reach

Wanting nothing but ruin

These burning balls of energy

Shine so brightly

Hoping for tomorrow

Wanting it to just end

To fall into slumber

Catch my breath

Only to hope

For the beat to stop

To set me free

As the emotions burden me so