Lighting the way

On the bleak path, upon dismay

Care to stay, unable to breathe

So I scream, silently

Cuts so deeply, devouring desires

Shall this reap destruction?

I am me, free to be

Upon this insanity

Let me be

Chorus on the way, let one pray

Darkness reading the room

Waking in the day of night

In a deep cold sweat

Taking the flame to the torch

To light the way, following the Noor

Taking refuge within my serenity

Let me be, worshipping Allah

So be it, even when all are against me

Even myself

I strive truly try

Wanting nothing but bliss

But only to dismiss

Am I worthy?

Upon tomorrow, another way

Path set ahead

Strive, do good

Illusion of the display

Let me pray, perhaps paying the price

To hope for today, so tomorrow doesn't fade away

So let us pray, for hope

To light the way

maybe again

I scream within this insanity

Let it be

The chaos that deems my soul

For the anger is here

Biting down onto my flesh

My heart is burning

I'm melting

I am lost

Where to go

But in the cycle of chaos

Let it be even worth a bit of sanity

I scream so everlasting silently

Let me bleed

Crimson bliss

Let the Chaos flow

Why

Will I ever be so

Happy with out going manic

Here I am being

Cutting burning feeling

Stuck in traffic

Of the heart and soul

I scream so silently

Will I be free to bleed...

beating dead beat

Crumble at the base

Here you stay

Unable to hope

To bring happiness is but a wish

That will never be in the midst of my life

Here I am, empty

Emotions flow, burning so

Rapid unlimited emotions

Ripping through the flesh

Am I breathing?

I feel I'm suffocating

So many burns

To cut to tear to reach

Wanting nothing but ruin

These burning balls of energy

Shine so brightly

Hoping for tomorrow

Wanting it to just end

To fall into slumber

Catch my breath

Only to hope

For the beat to stop

To set me free

As the emotions burden me so

wanting freedom

Hate driven

Around the chaos

To breath in desire

Destruction at its best

I'm here, with the blade

Shall I let it all out

To slice so hard

To see the crimsom flow

What shall I do

Shall I rest eternally

Let it be

Darkness inside me

He breaths his darkness

As he needs

Dare he heed

Ah save me

Oh Allah almighty

I listen so silently

I'm free

I hate myself

I want to die

Will I ever be free

streams

Streams of sorrow come to be

Within destiny there is what sadness

Is happiness an illusion indeed

Pondering so suddenly

Upon the edge perhaps so

Over the moon to the sun fledged soul

To overcome the darkness

To reach out for help

To scream if you need to

You are free

Free in this world to suffer indeed

As chaos ruins the world

Happiness falls from the true deeds

Perhaps I show speak to thy Lord

I don't see a point so there's no relief

And life is just a test that fulfill you for the afterlife

Posed to someone who doesn't want to live

To fight all your life to struggle to lose to win

To be content with what you are

As insanity and confusion flow through me

The darkness sweeps in and takes away the Noor

Is it but a flicker within the darkness

Or has it been blown out

Allahu allim

We ponder upon the world you see

As some of us are stuck with strife

Carve your destiny into your soul

To let it all out as the blood flows

Is this the way or is this the illusion

What can we tell what reality is

Is life and happiness but an illusion

Hope is far from here

A disaster to be

Chaos and rage indeed

I seek refuge in the Lord from their cursed Satan

As I plea and plea for all my life you see

I guess this is my destiny

But shouldn't I have the right to know what I want to do

To live or die

Insanity is surely a dangerous path

Only time will tell

Will I be saved

Here again, chaos near the end

On a rollercoaster around and around

Flesh hanging with the doom, Carnage near and dear

With insanity at the bend

Coming up and around

Swirling mind and emotions whirlwind through me

At times I feel so hopeless

At these times I'm lost

With the brim

Smoking until death

Will I ever win this fight

Against Insanity

Mania ready set go

Running on the railway

Waiting for the trip to end

Chaos ready

My mind is stuck

In a Kaleidoscope vision

As it twirls and whirls of lights to see

Why it ever end

As I age I feel more and more sick

Medication doesn't work for me

All I have is therapy

It's not enough

I'm lost

Amongst the Myst

Within the abyss

As ever emotions, they surely burn

Now the emotions are on over flow

I cannot cope

I want to ready the blade

Heading it up

Until red to match the crimson bliss

I try and try

With the way

Can I stay?

Please Allah save me