just breathe

From the darkness that creeps

Is it from within? 

Will darkness take over the light

For the noor is fading

I feel lost, way past the bend

Far from the mend 

What will hit me next? 

Emptiness I rather have than overbearing emotions

My face is burning from the tears from other the years 

These crimson emotions costume

What will come of this?

I call out to my Lord

Will he save me? 

For I am tarnished, worthless, and unworthy of any love from him

To sink into the abyss

Will I finish dismissal to the darkness

Seeking the light

Calling to the Lord

To save me

Even though I'm worthless and unworthy

Can I save myself?

With these words that I scribe 

Bring me close

Oh Allah

Help me help myself

With writing the heart out

Feeling everything

But being empty 

What a feeling? 

Ok let's start 

1 breathe in 2 breathe out

Repeat until the darkness it dismissed 

To fall for you Lord

What am I? But tarnished 

To see the crimson 

To let it flow 

To write your heart out

Feeling uncertainty 

Help me be redeemed 

I call upon the light that is Allah

Complete noor

For the unworthy

Just let me breathe

These deep breaths

Just breathe

And be