chaos reaps

Why the burning

Pleading to the Lord

To save me from the destruction

Pitter tatter where to go?

They stare so plainly

They be not of good nor bad 

Let the emotions flow 

The crimson breeze 

I breath the chaos

I just need to be

Away from the destruction 

I am what I reap 

Yes you come here

The whispering shaking the soul

Golden light tries to break the darkness

Let the whispering disappear 

Calling to Lord, to save me from myself

I love sure love, not really not very much

Self love waivers as the chaos reaps

With Allah with me, will I break free? 

Will the insanity fail at acquiring hope

What is this?  What will this mean?

Stuck in this mood

Dare I speak, just be

Stuck in chaos 

I'm not afraid

The burning emotions roll down

My Mannequin face 

For if pitter pattern real

Hoping for crimson breeze 

But even failing at that

Leaving it all behind

Even if the shadows plea with the whispering 

Surely never free

Reaching out

Is this the last time? 

Break free