Pain

Where am I?
An I safe?
How can this be?
I'm suppose to be at peace
Instead I'm stuck
Beyond repair
Living in hell
In these walls
They creep
And appear
Staring so softly
Stress induced
I am me
Shall I leap?
Is it my destiny?
Help for me
Beyond reality
I dream of a peace
A serenity
Here I am
Not safe as I can be
Stuck in chaos of the heart
Where am I?
In hell indeed
Nothing's right