Beyond Reality

I feel as though I'm a burden
Am I worked my worthless?
Are they right
Shall I fight for what's right
My mind is corrupted
Beyond time
Perhaps when I do the deadly deed
Maybe some silence for once
I'm stuck
Down right chaotic
I am unable to cope

I'm stuck here
So called safe zone
I wreck my every being
Stuck in the insanity
Am I free?
To be me
Stuck in the abyss
Trying to scrape by
Up the wrecked walls
Up to Cloud 9
Beyond time
Is this bliss?
Do I miss?
Beyond reality
Above the abyss
Have I left this plain?
Am I dead
Do I dread?
To fall to reality
In today's society
I am here
In the safe zone
Only to be
Stuck in insanity
Am I free?
To be me...