Uncertainty

Yes I'm loud and proud to be queer even in this deen of uncertainty to be free

I'm no better then another

But yes please be with me

For laughs

Cheer and sure beer up a pint

I care not to partake

But know a good time either way

Guess what love is what we need

For me you and yes them

Be good kind and do the deeds to better the ummah and humanity

I am standing at the bar

All the people are laughing

With the delusion of good cheer

My nafs are strong as I fall to my knees

Wondering what come of me

Stuck in addiction

Puff Puff Pass

It destroys life

I breath ever so deeply

I wander in society

Is this what's meant for me

Keep on saying as Salaam alaikum

Keep praying to Almighty the Lord

Allahu Allahu do you hear me

I plead what I been guilty with

Please Allahu forgive what I do

I'm stuck in my addiction

Ready to kneel and submitting my heart

To Allah

Lord Almighty forgive those who wander

Surely your flock wanders

I am ready

Let's go