Tuesday, October 14, 2025

from finish line to the end

From start to finish 
What will come 
Upon a time 
In a secluded room 
And one takes their head penetrate their mind 
What is it like to be but to just survive 
Upon a time to tell 
Hope is gone 
Lost within the abyss 
The raptured feelings shall I dismiss. 
What will come of the game 
The insanity of pain 
For the rage goes on but not for others 
But for self 
I don't call to the Lord in times of needs 
Am I a lost sheep within the mist 
Waiting for my shepherd to guide me so 
Wanting the light to consume myself nothing will bring peace
Had throbbing mind 
Concussion here it comes 
Will I break free from this 
Hate and love for oneself. A confusion that's mixed 
Shall I dismiss 
What has it meant to be 
But to survive the powers of be that be 
What is my destiny 
How well I overcome this insanity 
Let me breathe those deep breaths 
Insanity in the membrane 
Take a plate and slip one's throat 
Take a fist and rupture the head 
Ready the flame for a disaster 
So many resources. Not enough answers 
What will come from this disaster 
What will bring me close to the Lord 
I tarnish soul ready to die
Will I if I ever survive this hate in this world that I have for myself 
Destiny is here and near and cannot change 
To suffer is purpose 
To save oneself, one cannot do 
For I am tarnished 
Just break me for I am fragile 
I am the illusion of the delusion 
Delusion to the break what Destiny's meant to be the purpose of life but to survive suffer evermore ever less ending more

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