pleading

Please Lord save me from the despair

Save me me from my life

Lost with the abyss bubbling at the brim

Broken bent tarnished so many words

What hurts the most, is the uncertainty 

I plea with Allah to save me from myself

To take me to serenity 

I surrender to him

Alone 

La illal ill Allah 

There is so God but Allah 

Guide my heart from the najs of the Dunya 

Bring me closer to the Deen 

Losing control 

Save my life oh Lord

I love you

With more heart for you than myself

Broken beyond mend 

Never lose hope

Never fall to the whispers

The voices scream in my heart

To make me bleed

This is insanity 

Is it meant for me? 

So plea

Surrender yourself

To save yourself

Only with Allah