To Breath...

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Slumber early to miss seconds

Here to stay at the moment I break

As the stars that be, spread far and wide

I am being, tarnished, and able

Shall I ready the blade?  I am Torn

At the bridge, nicki nicki nine door feeling

Shall I breach what's been holding on since birth

I am locked up, unable to control

So I slumber, only to awaken stronger willed to the desire

Shall this consume me once again, as it twists and turns

Insanity has breached the mind, I don't know how to fix

Crave, desire, want

Slice, cut, burn, and I don't want to lose control

I feel my grip of reality slip from me

I plea and plea with God Almighty

All there's left is to plea with destiny

A thought for me

Fight, don't settle.  That goes for all

But if one does not self harm, one can still reap

It screams uncertainty, yes I'm ready

Hear me, reckon with the light

I here running from you, I stop and turn

Rebel to reality

Breath, Reborn Yes I am Ready!

To seek help, where ever is need be

To slumber another day

To breath this reality

Ready

Dont fret
Here to stay
Reckon byt the milasecond
Do I Pray
Is this right for me
I am here to stay
As it surrounds me
Dare I say
Happiness
May I jump with Glee
Sanity is far from me
The insanity is running to the beat
The rythem is ready for me
Call me by my name
Call me freedon
Call a burden
I am Free
To chose my way
Nothing stops me
I am in a clarity
The Eye of the storm
Before the worse is to hit
I smile and countine onwards

Thats right
Watch me
Woe is me
I am ready for the fight
I am not giving in
I will not settle

Break
This is right nor wrong
It is for me
Catch me another time
Is this it
Sunshine
Welcome me
Moonlight soothe me
Dawn has come
Let me slumber
Night is here
Sunsoked skin
White lightling
Am I right?
Bring me here
To the depths of insanity
Thats right

Yes
That is it
I am finally free
To not settle
To not burn
To not dice
This is the game of life

Ninkie nine dooble ding dong
On the door
Are you ready?
Lets GO

The bus

Smile as the country side is lovely indeed

I visionary a place to be with my friend and I

But a shift of emotions hit the air

I hear his snicker

The street his eyes glance mine and the is pain there in

He stares so plainly at me and then heads on his way

Where are we going

I stream so silently

That I driver smiles with glee

Dear over comes my heart

Dare I say what is next

I scream loudly and proudly

Driver please please turn around then go home

He replies with nothing but laughter

A sinister one to boot

We are in the high way to hell

Breath

I'm free

I'm alive

So one can hope that this will delightful is the sky

Pink puffy clouds

I drift into sleep

Hope to stop when I wake

I slumber

Wanting nothing to smile

To be home

To be free

To not be confined

I breath

I awaken in the dead of night

Smiley like sinister

I walk to the driver

He's gone

I start the bus up and drive home

Like a maniac

Home Sweet home

Here I come

somewhere

ToDay to tell the skill

Of the pills

Does this define me

That I cannot survive without these

Pritter Patter let's get at there

Here I am lost

A slight haze perhaps this is the maze

To trot plot prance is this trance

Where did this leave me

Hopeful

But dreading the emptiness depression

As they conquer the heart

Might I scream

What's next to me

I haven't lost my Eman

Just distant from the Deen

I rather not associate myself with them

It's clear

I don't belong

But I'm free

Allahu

Are you there for me

Skills before pills

Will I find serenity

Tell me what it means to be

If Allah Almighty

Please guide me

Ameen