To Conquer

As the stars collide 

A time to come 

Need for more 

To conquer the nafs

To seek the hope 

To conquer the darkness 

Consuming the light 

Bringing hope near and dear 

The mind is complex 

As each minute passes

Breaking point 

Where to go from here? 

Hoping for something more 

Wanting, needing, having. 

Fall into my knees 

As I plea with thee

Who but Allah the Almighty

Help me breath

Taking deep breathes 

To center my soul

The stars collide 

Causing a climax within the mind 

Upon time to tell 

Another story is on the mend 

Hoping for now 

Taking something, something more 

Finding peace 

Destruction on the bend 

I shall conquer all 

For I am free to be 

Fully maniac schizoaffective being

Is this the meaning of life? 

Only time shall tell 

What will hope hold...

To keep the faith

To hold sanity 

Is this deemed for me 

Insanity is near and dear 

Unstable on the mend 

Shall I defend 

Against the najs desires

The times that be

We are free to believe 

Free to hope

So never lose self

Hold into the Noor