Currently me

Twist and Turn
inside my head
emotions run wild and ramped
once again on that railroad
I think I can I think I can
is different than I know I can
chew train on the cycle of chaos
round and round
here we go

cut rip burn
here I am
complete structured
even if I'm glitching
stutter in my speech
I don't give a fuck

Here I am bare to see
I beat my chest as though I'm unbreakable
only to find the beast inside me to devastate me
One two three four five
the count goes on and on until we reach an end
number 33
is for me
it completes me
Medication is for me
don't blame me
when I glitch
hop to the beat
let it roll to rhythm

Reminds me of the path of serenity
what will this sanity do for me
tempted to be sane
the norm
but in reality always showing those curves never on the narrow path
badges on my arms

I am strong can't you see
anything you through at me
cannot defeat me

Even that small voice inside of me defeats me

Wisps in the air

help save me
 rescue me
believe in me
complete me

snap out of the fantasy remember its cloud nine to the Devine

up up to the sky
high up
cloud 9
divine as it can be
it does not destroy me

away with the evil
away with the good
just start again

tick tock on the clock
the eternal clock
wind me watch me walk
seems to be the trend
of me

build build
create me
help me
save me
I cannot
devastate me
destroy me
kill me
bury me
reap me
judge me
burn me

K
Don't sweat
it's how the cookie crumbles

So for the day of today
smile
it's good for the soul
Don't worry
about me

I am free to be me
even it destroys me
so come at me

I ready and willing

I dare you...

Torch

Here again
In my solitude
Unknown can be the out come
The torch lights the paths
Bittersweet wounds tarnish the heart
Venom ruins to my brain
Infection injection to my heart
Get a jump start
Hip hop
To my feet
Empathetic to the max
Hyper motion to the motive
Pills be some sort of skill
You be playing with your skills
Not taking any meds
Railroad tracks to the end
No light
No second chances
Flare up to the sky
Be me on cloud nine
Devine to be
Devastate me Define me
Flare flare in the air
Suffocate to the max
Blood flame devastate me
Holed up in my insanity
My solitude defines me
In the institution you are defined you are labeled so
Jails institutions and death these are our stories
Caught in my addiction to happiness the Bliss that brings me to my knees
No God doesn't defy me God doesn't need me nor do I need God
Who cares
Don't judge me
Badges on my arms
Stare at me
Bring it