Where to go?

Here but there and everywhere

To strive, to jump, spread you wings

To decide with glee, what is next for me

Follow me, on this path for serenity

It must be...

Perhaps a time to deem

What is right for thee

Strive, follow me

Up the stairs

Follow me

down the stairs

Follow me, up and down

Walking striding on the bend

Want nothing more 

To get better

Where to go

Up Up Up

Follow me

This is cloud 9

Hope and Love

Love self, before anyone else

Take the small deeds, dont forget about the deeds for self

We must remeber time that were here

Once trivial to the time in day, the past reckoning on thee

Present day time one to be

Wondering ever so much

Wandering into destiniy

Pondering the future, not to far away

Will this be right, to strive for the better?

Sun soaked bliss, with the cold stern day

The wind she whispers

Roaring sharply and coldly

Having nothing but sure serenity

The sun rises ever so much

Days and nights pass

So here we are

One day at a time

Ready for me

Here we come 

Get ready

Finally I am free

From the chains of self hate

Wanting nothing but to have hope

So with this hope of love

Is present with me

I shall surrender

Nothin will stop thee

Keep the Peace

Let it Be

 Hearing the echos of sanity

Is this deemed for me?

As the tears drip and bear

Unbearable these are

The eccence of the Lord

Allahu

Save thee from thy darkness

It twists, cuts, and burns

Swift as the current that be's

You said Be

Allah so there I am

Why the insanity?

The darkness?

The fates that be, are they truly destined for me

Am I still one with the deen?

I strive for thee, oh Allah indeed

I cannot defy the fate, what Haq truly is

I searched so long

Free me

The insanity burns in me, tarnished as the deed see's

Where I am?

I am Lost, within the darkness

Losing hope

Still striving

Losing out on thy eman

I plea and plea with Allah indeed

Oh Allah save me from the destruction

Save from his whisper

Into the heart

Twisting reality

Shall this be Qadar

Why for me

I plea, with Allah indeed

I try and so I truly strive

Life in this world is but a test

Within the deen, in this dunya

We will fight

Our Jihad is with us

Alhamduillah

For the good and bad, its right to be thankful

So with thee, I ponder upon this deen

Shall the insanity be for me?

Shall hope strive with thee in the darkness?

Only time will tell

Finally

 Sometimes I find myself so longing

Wanting nothing more, but to be pleased

With the deen, wondering upon insanity

What is next for me?

Longing for death, as I tremble 

Screaming at the destiny

Wanting nothing more 

Spreading beyond reality

Yes please, lets settle this need

To trip for oblivion

Wandering about thee

Shall I see, what conquers thee

Letting fate conquer blood flesh and bone

Screaming, holding on

Wondering what is the point?

Sobbing, all the mess, screaming for clarity

Only finding nothingness

Not getting better, striding through life

Things shall be better, is it deemed?

What will come for thee

An Angel

Or Obilivion

Wether way, I'm ready

So let us breath, even a deadly breath

Sitting here 

Wondering is the fate shall be

So let the insanity guide me

I will be finally free

Conquering of the darkness

Ready Set Go