Hoping

Fractured hope

Unable to hold on to

What is but this hope

Shall I find it somewhere?

Uncertainty sets in

I feeling long lost then

Something not felt for a long time

Something from the innocent days

An anxiety to the max

Unable to comprehend

Shall I reap myself of this compassion

For self that I have currently

Shall I ready the blade

To light the torch

Perhaps this is not the way

Shall I stay?

Within this world of dismay

I am screaming and crying for sanity to come

Am I not smart enough?

To be able to overcome the chaos

I'm stuck in this world tarnished indeed

Needing something

Wanting something

Just to be free

Free to be

Striking out

Striking in

Striving on

On to Trek

The Journey of life

Calculated chaos

Grasping hope but for a moment

Before despair conquers all

So here I am

Breathing

Being

Slightly having sanity

But criss cross in life

Insanity is here near and dear

Hoping to have some hope

Will that day come?

Shall there Be Peace of mind 

Well let there be

Seeking God the Almighty

In the time of need

For he hears all and knows your heart

So seek refuge in him alone

That itself is Hope

Dare not to forget