calculated rage

There's something that dwells inside

As it rips and turns your heart inside out

Has The echoes of insanity have conquered you

The warmth to the heart 

The fire within the soul

Moving to anger

Hurting oneself

The calculated chaos will never end

Will my wound surely mend

I fear the fire will burn 

Scorch me the whispers are here

Snicker here snicker there will it ever end

The fire has burned me for I'm ever so scarred from the insanity of life

Will the chaos ever end?

It seems that days go by

Your mood is fed up

Where to go from here

The fire rages on

Only for the rage to consume your soul

Wondering what will come of you as you held your fist high

To not Punch walls to not punch people but to only punch oneself

Crying on the mend

Will this ever end?

Upon time to come will tomorrow ever come

And yesteryear I was but full of serenity but this year is insane and the anchor inside has the rage going

Only to collapse from all the complicated things

Unknowing the future to be

Will I be full of insanity?

Will the rage still be here?

So many questions and no answers

Unable to cope

Shall I burn?

Perhaps I shall take the blade

But instead I take the rage in my fist

To my head for the insanity is here

And as each punch hits the temple you wonder

This be the end of all the suffering

You worry if you can mend at all

Chaos is near and dear

Upon Insanity do you hear

The whispers of chaos coming near

Breathe truly breathe

Within this Destiny we shall be

Something but insanity

Will I ever truly be free