Sunkissed

Shine of bright
Star that represents me
To arise in the morning

Gently raising into thy sky to be

Just be
Crimson light to be within its destiny

Creation seeks thee

God Almighty brought me to be

Without Allahu I would not shine

Allahu
Remember to say salaam to thee
Crimson be

To set in the west
Rising in the east
Lay to rest when I rest
Rising with thee
From the east you see
Orange bliss, a rash of pink clear Sky's ahead
For the sunshine shall rule the day
Ever more Ever so

Rationalize

Why must I control myself
Unable to rationalize in the moments
That reaches to the soul
Key to my heart
Hear my spirit roar
Unable to want self to recover
Complete defiance
Tears roll down my face
Burning my eyes
Why must it be this way
Yes I have tired
What would that be called
Distraction to justify
A release of issues
Do not grab a tissue
Maybe now that I've been thinking of suicide
Today anyways
Tonight now
Tomorrow
I know I'm worth it
Yet I try to rationalize
To feel
To bend my mind
Mindfulness to the max
Try some DBT they said
Bah whatever been there done that it helps for but seconds on the reel.
Try to cope...