insomnia wonders

3:00 a.m. wonders

Tightness in my chest

Unable to comprehend

Anxiety at the max

Insomniac

Unable to slumber

Tick tock on the clock

What to do from here?

Up down all around

The mind you see is up and down

How about I come around

I plea so silently

To who indeed

That is Allah the Almighty

3:00 a.m. fun

Not knowing what to do

Mindful of the situation

Despair will come

Hope will disappear

As the clock goes on

Nearly 4:00 am

Wanting to slumber

Unable to do so

Insomniac 

Critical to the max

Hoping to hit the pillow

Hoping to hold onto sanity

I can upon the Lord indeed

To save me from myself

The bad deeds, surely reap 

Mania bursting at brim

Unable to comprehend

Why must I be this way?

Hoping for this chaos to end

Insomnia here it comes

Mind deprived of sanity

Surely the insaniac

Full of insomnia

Can strive to do better

To Hope, to overcome despair

Ponders that will never end

So we shall depend

Upon the Lord indeed

Shall save me from my insanity

Truly is this what is needed within this despair

Truly let's climb the stairs

Holding on to hope

Wanting something more

Insomnia wanting more

Ponders and wonders ever more