resurface

Game start

Go!!

Falling into the abyss of darkness

Scraping at the walls wanting to resurface

As the darkness swoops in and covers all that is light

I blade touches the skin so gently so

But so much carnage ever so

The darkness that consumes thy soul

Why must it burden me so?

Once upon a Time when happiness was not an illusion

A time of happiness with the light is the conclusion

Unfortunately this is the delusion of the illusion that happiness cannot be

It seems It's not destined for me

And I scream and I scream within this insanity

Cutting so freely

Wanting nothing more than to break free

Scraping trying to resurface

To consume the light

So the darkness fades away

To come again another day

For this everlasting jihad of mine

I scream and I scream everlasting

So silently in my mind

Shall I cry?

A teardrop to a bloody mess

Taking the torch to ready yourself

Are these the ways?

Shall I dismiss these deeds

Easier said than done indeed

Everlasting Insanity bursting at the brim

Only to have light consume this to bring serenity

So please let it be let it be

Allah said be

So here I am being me ever so slightly with insanity