Unbalanced

Falling through the wall

Going to the well

Perhaps this is what is meant to be

Standing in the solitude is what we need

So to say this indeed does it mean it's true

Is it calling for attention when one is reaching out

Can one not be sick and reach for help

Standing within the midst of the solitude

Upon Time

Disaster is upon us

The flame is ready

To like something to burn the heat to learn

Painful indeed or no or no what to do what oh no

Am I a fool that I want to do this

Am I right in my mind and I shall dismiss

I am writing my heart out like I have nothing but it is on my sleeve my heart indeed

What we need to see in this reality

Carnage here disaster there up here they're here

1 2 3 4 5 I count them all

Small whispers turned to loud voices not knowing what to do

To listen to them to know if it's meant to be this way

So I ready the blade

What to do indeed

But to be a fool within this world

Foolish indeed 

Perhaps serenity will come

These desires are conquering me

Burdening me

As I wallow in despair

My heart and soul are corrupt

I am but tarnished beyond recognition

To stop to feel to need to want to give to take this is humanity

Upon the day to come as the sun 

Despair seems to come and go

On the roller coaster in the cycle of chaos the Infinity of disaster

Show one see what one will be

In this insanity that needs me