my life to talk my life tick tock

What is my life

I asked myself

I asked my doctor

The answer you see

Why am I still alive

The answer that I received was unsatisfied

I demand to be satisfied to an extent that I can be content

The disaster of deeds that's destined to be

Full of life this insanity

But let it be let it be

Full of bliss maybe next time we'll see

Why am I still alive

Doctor says because you're fun

Fun I say oh yes oh fun fun of insanity fun fun

Confusion to the max with no answers to be heard no answers to be thought of no answers ever

I be knocking at death's door begging for him to let me in

Put the light keeps dragging me back

I just want the darkness to win

But the light keeps knocking

Keeps rapping at the door

Quote The Raven nevermore

On the Enders of the game

Will I ever be sane

Within this destiny that be

Perhaps this is not meant for me this sanity that I seek

Stuck within the chaos of the deed

Am I tarnished as they see

Am I the worst of the worst

Are they right those voices in the head

Here they're here there compliment there insult here here they're here there, there insult more

When will this Insanity be complete

Holding my breath brisking to the end

I am at edgewalker

Am I broken

Do I need fixed

Shall I give up

Or shall I dismiss these feelings

And hold the key

And that is the light

Because one is not afraid to stand alone for Allah is by my side