Needing

Where am I?

Upon this time that be

In this insanity

Shall this be deemed for me

Wanting nothing but serenity

Holding on to hope

Even when loss is here

Of mind and soul

My every being

Upon this time

Let me breathe

So soundly

Up down all around

Chaos bursting at the brim

Calculated doom to be

For my this time in need

Shall I find Hope within chaos

Here is to that

Wondering if this will help

Walking on this path

Towards serenity

Fighting my way at every moment

Shall this be the way

Truly is the Battle of jihad

Surely we struggle always

I am but a human fully flawed

Will I overcome what burdens me so

I can but hope only

Never giving up to let the light flow

Bring peace to the heart

How?

I search for hope

Never giving in

I'm still here

Fighting

Needing

Wanting

I will not give in

For I am not alone

For the light is with me

Allah The one and only

He is there for me

Blessed be this reality

Hope for today, so tomorrow brings joy

Never giving in

I shall strive always

Within the destiny that be's

So let me breathe 

Nice and deeply

Waiting for serenity

Let life truly be

Even within my insanity

I truly need hope