So where, somewhere
Floating along a uncertain path
Where to go, do you know?
Seeking the deeds, but crumbling inside
The soul is deemed, and the patience is running out
Dare I say I am no longer hoping
Some say do there
Others say do that
Don't you understand
This is life, soon to run out of medication
Not because I am bad, because I'm superwomen healing so great
To devolop keloid scars
You know what, the art and ink upon my flesh
Is not vanity, I am covering the darkness
I don't self harm through ink
There thats said, another to spend
Upon this destiniy, do I do breath, not striving
Never hoping, I fear the most of those i love I would hurt
Its twists and turns with carnage there
Get ready for the insanity the chaos to be
Can I do what I want, thats strive for Allah
So much holds me back
Bitterness with life and qadar
What help me, Slipping into the old ways
Who cares?
Not me
Others do, but I can no longer hope
Breaking not rebuilding
When will this end, what will be?
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