Thoughts

Where you start

I'm on my knees

Pleading with my sanity

Times get you down

Some more than most

Ok is it

Upon just being

Wanting

Surviving

Caring

Where do we find ourselves

When darkness is no longer bleak

The light is almost out

Here I am

Devouring flesh

Consuming Insanity

Do I plea, and plea

Stuck

Hating self

Wanting more to end it all

Am I selfish?

For taking this path

I scream so softly

The skyline is high

Higher than you can be

 This is what's mentally to be

The guilt isn't much to live on

Raging here and there

Breath

Just breath

To suffocate

To hang

To burn

To cut

Self is made

Really does this mean, it's meant to be

Here I am

Pondering upon the deeds

To strive

To have society build and burn

To forget the past

To welcome the present

Will I ever hope for the future?

Will the darkness get me ?

Let it be